Although Yang Xier has left us, there is a similar "white-haired girl" in a small stone cave deep in the mountains of Gao Yan Village, Dalongdong Township, Huayuan County, Xiangxi Autonomous Prefecture. She has lived in the cave for 30 years. She is crazy. So far, she can't fit into our life. Let's walk into her story and listen carefully to the voice in her heart.
The Yang family has a good daughter who is a Miao.
In the 1950s, a beautiful girl named Yang in the mountain Miao village really peeled onions and was full of dani. Chinese odyssey with thin steps.
Smiles touch the hearts of young people in Miao village, and people come to ask for relatives in an endless stream. But Miss Yang's parents are very strict, and no one has ever been able to enter this little woman's heart. Miss Yang is very famous in the village. At this time, a young man from Jishou who weaves bamboo for a living quietly took root in her heart. Two people have made rapid progress from acquaintance to love. The two planned to get along for a hundred years, so the man proposed to Yang's parents. But it didn't work.
The contradiction between parents and children in the world is once again revealed. Men's family conditions are not good, and Miss Yang's parents have become their biggest obstacle. Like the milky way separated by the cowherd and the weaver girl.
Young people in love are generally more impulsive. Under the barrier of parents, elopement became their only way. Miss Yang once fantasized about her future life after eloping with a man, but she hesitated when she looked at her elderly parents who were unable to move. Sitting by the window, on the one hand, is the eager eyes of parents, on the other hand, is the love of my sweetheart, which makes her miserable. At this time, she had no better way but to wait for the days to pass. But I was also thinking that I missed their appointed date, and the man couldn't wait, thinking that the woman would forget and wouldn't fly away with him, so he left in grief and never came back. Miss Yang doesn't know this goodbye, but it is forever.
If there is no fate in the last life, we will meet again and bless the next life. Some people miss it for the sake of life, and parents may do their best for their children to have a reliable life. There is nothing wrong with loving and being loved, but the relationship is deep and shallow. Running away for love and being killed by the lover's departure have brought endless emptiness to Miss Yang, who is restless and unhappy all day.
The missed marriage is a pity, but it is not the end of the story. Her parents saw their daughter's pain and found her a marriage, but Miss Yang was not interested. Because this is not the person she loves.
Finally, Yang got angry and forced her to marry someone else. Unbearable, she chose to escape. This escape is the beginning of Miss Yang's nightmare.
The night her parents forced her to get married. She fled into the depths of the forest, thinking as she walked, thinking that she could avoid everything. However, on the way up the mountain, she attracted animals and defiled her pure body. At this time, she is a little mentally abnormal.
More unfortunately, she is pregnant. Due to the hardships of life, the inability to keep up with nutrition, the inconvenience of self-care and the hardships of pregnancy in October, the two children died shortly after birth, the unopened flowers withered, and the people who raised them were desolate.
Autumn rain can't break the lotus leaves, but cold wind blows away cicadas. This is the lyrics of the white-haired girl: you want to force me to death and blind your eye socket! Water that can't be scooped up, fire that can't be put out I won't die, I want to live! With this strong desire for revenge, she insisted on living in the deep mountains, and after a day in the cave, she drew a road on the stone. She sang: I can't paint all the grievances and hatred, but paint them in my bones-keep them in my heart, which may be the portrayal of Miss Yang at that time.
Thirty years later, the true feelings are once again presented to the world.
After living in seclusion in the mountains for many years, Miss Yang was discovered by the villagers. At this time, she was white-haired and dressed in red. She looks around in front of the cave every day, and the silver eyes blown by the breeze reveal confusion.
In isolation, her thoughts are still stuck in the past and she can't feel the slightest pity in the world. The injustice of the world has made this woman who should be happy, hand in hand with her husband and grow old with her son, but she has become a lonely "savage". Usually, she grows corn and cotton in barren hills as her source of life, and rests in caves, where mountains and rivers are house candles, stars and the moon. The older generation still vaguely remembers her. Recognize her.
From then on, she knew that someone around wanted to take her next, but she wouldn't. So people gave her food and she refused to accept charity from others. So I exchanged things with her for the grain and cotton she grew.
According to Aya (Miao language: Big Sister), who has been helping Miss Yang spontaneously, "She is very resistant to outsiders. Maybe she had a nervous breakdown in the past. After living alone for 30 years, she has basically lost her ability to communicate with others. It is not easy to gain her trust. Fortunately, she has accepted me very much and started to adapt to modern life slowly. She will go down the mountain with me to sell things.
For thirty years, she only knew the currency under one dollar, so her things only cost a penny or five cents. The villagers respected her habits very much and did not try to change her. They also learn from her and sell her a penny. She gradually got in touch with the people in the village, but she refused to go down the mountain.
She can't let go of her obsession, so she can't go out. Maybe it's my own regret, my attachment to my parents, my love and hate for the young people in Jishou, which defiled my demon ... I can't tell you clearly. This is the sorrow of the world and the sorrow of the individual.
Forever and ever, and this endless sadness will last forever.
No tea, no food, no words, just languishing for her. In the past 30 years, Teacher Yang's expectation and waiting are hate and love. Maybe she doesn't know it herself, but it's her little obsession that has been preserved until now.
I remember the phrase "Thank you, posterity, don't forget what to quit" in the southeast flight of Peacock, which only left us the old man to spend the rest of his life safely. Time cannot be restarted, and Miss Yang's past cannot be repeated. Her lingering hatred like rivers and streams should give us a warning.
Although we can live up to our parents and our husbands, we should try our best to maintain a good relationship between parents and marriage. Marriage without parents' blessing will not be happy, and it will be painful to marry someone who doesn't love you. This kind of life is also sad. Therefore, only constant communication and understanding can give us a happy life.