Before the age of 30, your fortune was good, and your forehead was broad, which showed that you were smart and suitable for the development of your ancestors.
You are sensitive, but some people are not easy to admit their mistakes. You are impatient, stubborn and a little pessimistic.
Your present life is unsatisfactory, full of troubles, poor sleep, bad luck and poor life.
Don't be sad. Your life will get better and better in the future. If you fall, you just need to learn to get up.