Kindergarten lottery

June 19 public kindergarten, draw lots. Our community predicted a probability of 2.5 to 1, and we didn't win. This is one thing. How can we see it through this matter? My mother is particularly uncomfortable. She cried. He wondered why it was so unfair. Several people she knows have won, and she feels very uncomfortable. She can't eat well and sleep well. I also feel a little sour, and at the same time I thought at night: How to look at this matter correctly, what I think is objective, correct and objective, and it is normal without the truth.

In the process of meditation, suddenly a voice came with awareness. Just like this lucky draw, what do you think? The same thing: Some people may feel very unfortunate (that's what my mother thinks), some people may think that it doesn't matter if they can't win, and it's ok to settle it privately (that's what Wang Yong thinks), and some people will think about what to choose next (that's what I think).

Many times in life, we will label things meaningful (such as really unlucky or lucky), rationalize things (it's good to settle them privately), or worry about the future ... There are many such things in life, which may take a long time, and our feedback or emotions (happiness and sadness) remain in our hearts.

Suddenly I have a feeling that I want to live "truly" and feel the present. No limits, no meaning, no "feeding" the past model. I hope to live a "real" and "aware" life in the future, which is enough.