Lu Xun
A gentleman, Kun Zhong, whose real name is Yin Jin, was a good friend in middle school. After years of separation, the news gradually disappeared. I occasionally heard of a serious illness the other day;
When you go back to your hometown to visit, you will only meet one person, saying that the brother of the sick person is also. The old gentleman came all the way to see you, but he has recovered. He went to a place where he stood by and watched. because
Smiled and showed me two diaries with the symptoms of the day written on them. You might as well give it to your old friend. After reading it, I realized that I was suffering from "persecution mania" and so on. language
Quite incoherent, and many absurd words; It's not the month and date, but the ink font is different, so it's not a temporary handwriting. There are also people who are slightly connected.
This article is a summary for doctors to learn. It is not easy for a word to remember Chinese mistakes; However, although the names are all villagers, they are unknown to the world and irrelevant.
Good. Let's go. As for the title, I will never change it again. I met on April 2, 1977.
one
Tonight, the moonlight is good.
I haven't seen you for more than thirty years; Seeing you today is very refreshing. Only then did I know that I was dizzy for more than 30 years before; however
Be very careful. Why else would Zhao's dog look at me?
I feel horrible.
two
There is no moonlight today. I know it's not good. When he went out carefully in the morning, Zhao Guiweng's eyes were strange: he seemed afraid of me and wanted to hurt me. also
Seven or eight people, whispering to me and smiling at me with their mouths open; I was cold from head to toe until they arranged everything.
I'm ready.
I'm not afraid. I'm still going my way. A group of children in front were also talking about me there; Looks like Zhao Guiweng, with an iron face.
Green. I think I have a grudge against my child, and so does he. I can't help but say loudly, "You tell me!" They just ran away.
I thought: What's my enmity with Zhao Guiweng and the people on the road? Only twenty years ago, I put Mr. Gu Jiu's old running script
Son (3) was kicked, and Mr. Gu Jiu was very unhappy. Although Zhao Guiweng didn't know him, he must have heard the wind and felt very wronged. Ding Yue road
Everybody, work with me. But what about the baby? At that time, they were not born yet. Why do they have strange eyes today, as if they were afraid of me?
Seems to want to hurt me. This really scares me, surprises me and makes me sad.
I see. Their mother taught me this!
three
Can't sleep at night. Everything needs to be studied to understand.
They-some flail the magistrate of a county, some slap the gentleman's mouth, some are robbed of their wives by the chief executive, and some are in debt to Lao Zi Niang.
Forced to die by the Lord; Their expressions at that time were not so fearful or so fierce as yesterday.
The strangest thing is that the woman in the street beat her son yesterday and said, "Lao Zi! I want to bite you and vent my anger! " he
Look at me. I was surprised and couldn't hide it; The people with blue faces and fangs all burst into laughter. Before Chen Laowu caught up, he had jammed it.
I dragged it home.
Dragging me home, my family pretended not to know me; Their faces are the same as others. When he entered the study, he locked the door behind him.
It's like closing a chicken and duck. The more I teach this matter, the more I can't guess the details.
A few days ago, the tenants of the prodigal village complained about the famine and told my eldest brother that a villain in their village had been killed by everyone. A few people will.
Dig out his heart, fry it and eat it, which will make you bold. I interjected that both the tenant and the eldest brother looked at me. Just today.
I know their eyes are exactly the same as those outside.
Come to think of it, I am cold from head to toe.
If they can eat people, they may not eat me.
Look at the woman's words of "biting you a few times", laughing with a group of people with green faces and fangs, and the words of the tenant the day before yesterday, which are obviously code words. I can see that.
His words are full of poison, and his smile is full of knives. Their teeth are all white and complete, and this is the guy who eats people.
According to my own thinking, although I'm not a villain, it's hard to say since I kicked the ancient books. They seem to have ulterior motives. I can't guess at all.
Get out. And when you turn your face, you say that people are wicked. I still remember my big brother teaching me how to do theory. No matter how good I am, as long as I turn over a few words for him, he will call.
Several circles; Forgive the bad guy a few words, and he will say, "Be wonderful and different." I can guess what their thoughts are there; situation
Time to eat.
Everything must be studied to understand. I remember eating people in ancient times, but I don't know. I turned to history and calendar.
There is no age in history, and the words "benevolence, righteousness and morality" are written on every crooked leaf. Anyway, I couldn't sleep. I read it carefully in the middle of the night before I learned between the lines.
I can see the words in the cracks. The book is full of two words: "Eating people"!
There were so many words written in the book and so did the tenants, but they all looked at me with strange smiles.
I'm human too. They want to eat me!
four
In the morning, I sat quietly for a while. Chen Laowu sent a meal, a bowl of vegetables and a bowl of steamed fish. Fish's eyes are white and hard, and their mouths are open, just like those who want to eat people. After eating a few chopsticks, I didn't know if it was a fish or a person, so I spit him out.
I said, "Old Five, tell Big Brother that I am bored and want to go for a walk in the garden." Old five refused and left; Stop for a while, but it will start.
Doors.
I don't move, study how they manipulate me; Knowing they won't relax. Sure enough! My eldest brother brought an old man, slowly.
Coming; He was full of fierce eyes, afraid that I would see him, but he lowered his head to the ground and secretly looked at me from the side of his glasses. Big brother said, "You seem to be fine today."
I said, "Yes." The eldest brother said, "Please ask Mr. He to come today and give you a diagnosis." I said, "Yes!" Actually, don't I know this old man?
The son is the executioner! It is nothing more than speculating about fatness in the name of pulse-cutting: because of this credit, I also shared a piece of meat. I'm not afraid; Although not.
Eating people is braver than them. Hold out two fists and see what he does. The old man sat, closed his eyes, touched for a long time and stayed.
For a while; He opened his eyes and said, "Forget it. Just keep it quiet for a few days. "
Don't think about it, raise it quietly! After gaining weight, they can naturally eat more; What's good for me? How can I be "good"? They are here.
A group of people, trying to eat people, sneaking around, trying to hide, dare not do it directly, really killed me. I had no choice but to shout.
Laugh, very happy. I know there is kindness in this laughter. The old man and the eldest brother, both of whom lost their colors, were brave by me.
Both qi and righteousness are suppressed.
But I have courage. The more they want to eat me, the braver they are. The old man stepped out of the door and didn't go far. He whispered to his eldest brother
Say, "Eat quickly!" Eldest brother nodded. It's you! This is a great idea. Although it seems to be an accident, I also care: the person who eats me in partnership is my brother!
It is my brother who eats people!
I am the brother of a cannibal!
I was eaten by myself, but I am still the brother of a cannibal!
five
These days, I took a step back and thought: if the old man doesn't dress up as an executioner, he is really a doctor, and he is still a man-eater. Their ancestors.
Li Shizhen's Materia Medica (IV) clearly states that human flesh can be fried and eaten; Can he still say not to eat people?
As for my eldest brother, I have never wronged him. When he told me a book, he personally said that he could "eat easily" (5); Another chance.
Talking about a bad guy, he said that he should not only be killed, but also be a "carnivorous skin" [6]. I was young and my heart was beating for a long time. front
As expected, the tenants in Tianlangzi Village kept nodding. It can be seen that the mind is as cruel as before. Since you can
"Easy to eat", everything is easy to get and everyone can eat. I used to listen to his reasoning alone and use it indiscriminately; Now we know that he preached.
When I cut it, I not only put human oil on my lips, but also filled my heart with the meaning of eating people.
six
It's getting dark, I don't know whether it's day or night. Zhao's dog barked again.
A heart as fierce as a lion, as cowardly as a rabbit, as cunning as a fox, ...
seven
I know their methods. I won't kill them at once, nor dare I, for fear of getting into trouble. So they all contacted, full.
Trap, let me kill myself. Look at what the men and women in the street and my eldest brother have done in the past few days, and you can realize eight or nine points. the best
Is to untie the belt, hang it on the beam, and strangle yourself; They were not accused of murder, but they got their wish. Naturally, they all sent it out with joy.
A purring laugh. Otherwise, I will be scared to death. Although I'm a little thinner, I can still nod my head a few times.
They only eat dead meat! -I remember the book said that there was a thing called "Hai Yi Na", which used to have beautiful eyes and looks.
Ugly; Often eat dead meat, even huge bones, chew it carefully and swallow it, which is also terrible to think of. Haina is a wolf.
Dear friends, wolves are the home of dogs. Zhao's dog looked at me the day before yesterday, showing that he was also an accomplice and was close to him. The old man looked at the ground, didn't he
You can keep it from me.
The most pitiful is my eldest brother, who is also a human being. Why isn't he afraid? Partner to eat me? Or have you always been used to it, right? Or did you lose your conscience and knowingly commit a crime?
I curse the man who eats people, starting with him; If you want to convince a cannibal to turn around, start with him.
eight
In fact, they should understand this truth by now. ...
Suddenly a man came; He was only about twenty years old, and his appearance was not very clear. He smiled and nodded to me, and he smiled back.
It doesn't look like a real smile. I asked him, "Eating people, right?" He still smiled and said, "If it wasn't a famine year, how could it eat people?" I will immediately
Yes, he is a gang. He likes to eat people. He was very courageous and insisted on asking him.
"Right?"
"Ask him what such a thing. You are really good at telling jokes. ..... The weather is very good today. "
The weather is clear and the moonlight is bright. But I want to ask you, "Right?"
He doesn't think so. Hu and Hu replied, "No ..."
"No? Why do they eat? ! "
"No matter ..."
"No matter? The prodigal son village is eating now; There is also a book saying that it is red and new! "
His face changed, a white and bloodless complexion. Open your eyes and say, "There are many, never like this ..."
"Never, right?"
"I won't tell you these truths; In short, you shouldn't say it. It is your fault to say it! "
I jumped up and opened my eyes, and the man was gone. I'm sweating all over. He is much younger than my eldest brother, in fact.
Is a group; This must have been taught by his mother. I'm afraid I have taught it to his son; So even children look at me with malicious intent.
nine
I want to eat people, but I'm afraid of being eaten by others. They all looked at each other with great suspicion. ……
Considering this, walking, eating and sleeping are very comfortable. This is just a threshold, a pass. They are father and son.
Brothers, lovers, friends, teachers, students, enemies and strangers all form a group, encouraging and pulling each other, even if they die, they will not cross this step.
ten
Early in the morning, go to my eldest brother; He stood outside the hall looking at the sky, and I walked behind him and stopped the door. It was quiet and kind.
He said, "Big Brother, I want to talk to you."
"Go ahead," he quickly turned to his face and nodded.
"I only have a few words, but I won't say it. Brother, they all ate a little about the savage at the beginning. Later, because of different minds, some people stopped eating people and just wanted to be better, so they became human beings and real people. Some are still eating-just like bugs, some have become fish and birds.
Monkeys, all the way to people Some are not good, or bugs. This man who eats people is more shameful than a man who doesn't eat people. Fear is better than bugs.
Shamed monkey, it's still far away.
"Ya ya was steamed son, eat, or a thing of the past. Who knows that since Pangu started the world, he has been eating very easily.
Tooth; From The Son of Elegance to The Sign of Xu Xilin: Since Xu Xilin, I have been eating people arrested by Langzi Village. Killed in the city last year.
After the prisoner was arrested, there was another person with consumption who soaked the steamed bread in blood.
"They want to eat me, you a person, the original also couldn't think of; But why do you want to join? People who eat people are powerless; they
They will eat me, they will eat you, and in a group, they will eat themselves. But as long as you take a step and change immediately, everyone will live in peace. Although from
In this way, we can be particularly excellent today and say no! Brother, I believe you can say that the tenant wanted to reduce the rent the day before yesterday, but you said no. "
At first he just sneered, then his eyes became fierce. His face turned blue when he revealed their secret. big
A group of people standing outside, Zhao Guiweng and his dog, are also inside, and they are all poked around. Some people can't see their faces clearly. It seems to be made of cloth.
Covered; Some are still green-faced and fangs, sipping their mouths and laughing. I know they are a group. They are all cannibals. But I also know that they are considerate.
Not the same, one is that it has never been like this and should be eaten; One is knowing that you shouldn't eat it, but you still want to eat it for fear that others will tell you.
After listening to my words, I became more and more angry, but I sipped my mouth and sneered.
At that time, the boss also suddenly appeared lost expression, loudly drink a way:
"Get out of here! What is there to see in a madman! "
At this time, I learned the other side of their cleverness. They not only refused to change, but also arranged it; Prepare the name of the next madman
Cover me. After eating it, it will not only be peaceful, but also be afraid that someone will see it. The tenant said everyone ate the wicked, that's all. this
It's their old spectrum!
Chen Lao Wu also came in angrily. How to keep my mouth shut, I have to tell these people,
"You can change, starting from the real change! You know, cannibals are not allowed in the world in the future.
"Don't change to eat. Even if there are many births, they will be destroyed by real people, just like hunters killing wolves! ——
Like a bug! "
All those people were driven away by Chen Laowu. Big brother doesn't know where he has gone. Chen Laowu advised me to go back to the house. The room is full of darkness.
Heavy. Beam rafters shaking on the head; I shook it for a while and then I grew up and piled it on me.
Extremely heavy, unable to move; He tried to kill me. I knew his heaviness was fake, so I struggled out and broke out in a sweat.
Instead, he said firmly, "You changed immediately, from sincerity! You know, there is no room for eating people in the future, ... "
eleven
The sun does not rise, the door does not open, and there are two meals a day.
When I picked up chopsticks, I thought of my big brother. It's all his fault to know that my sister is dead. At that time, my sister was only five years old, so cute and pitiful.
Look, it's still here. Mother kept crying, but he advised her not to cry. Probably because I ate it, I couldn't help crying. If I still feel bad, ...
My sister was eaten by my eldest brother. Does mom know? I don't know.
Mom wants to know; But I didn't explain when I cried, and I thought it was appropriate. I remember sitting in the hall when I was four or five years old.
Before enjoying the cool, the eldest brother said that my parents were ill, and my son had to cut off a piece of meat and invite him to eat it when it was cooked. ⑽ This is a good man. Mom didn't say no either
All right. If you eat one piece, you can naturally eat the whole piece. But the way I cried that day, now I think about it, it's really sad and really strange.
Things!
twelve
I can't figure it out.
The place where people ate people for 4 thousand years, I didn't know until today that I had been in it for many years; Eldest brother is in charge of housework, and my sister just died. He may not be in the food, but he gave it to us secretly.
I may not have accidentally stopped eating some pieces of my sister's meat, but now it's my turn. ...
With a 4000-year history of cannibalism, I didn't know at first, but now I understand that it is difficult for people to see real people!
thirteen
There are still children who haven't eaten anyone.
Save the children ...
191April 8.