First, finger amputation is a deep hatred, but it certainly doesn't mean hatred! It seems that you value what you have lost;
Second, you need the arms of relatives and friends at present, but you may not take the initiative to ask for help, so you have been compensated in your dream;
Third, you want the pain to pass quickly, or you want everything to return to its original state, so you become a "god";
Your sleep time is so short that you fall asleep so late. It can be seen that your current emotional situation is relatively bad;
To sum up: although you don't want to lose, you have been compensated in your dream, so I can predict that your emotional situation will soon come out of the shadows.
Suggestion:
1. A gentleman will move on with a feeling of self-improvement and loss;
2. The current state needs to be adjusted by itself;
I wish you can come out soon!