Although your consciousness accepted the fact that your loved one died, your subconscious refused to accept it. The deeper the feelings, the harder it is to accept.
Because the difference between relatives and passers-by is psychological support.
Even if a person dies, psychological support cannot be lifted in a short time.
When you sleep, when your subconscious creates dreams, because your subconscious still refuses to accept the fact that the person you love is dead, your subconscious still thinks that the person you love is still alive, so your subconscious creates a healthy and living dream of the person you love.
Even this kind of dream will increase a lot than when your loved ones are alive, because when your loved ones are alive, you don't need psychological comfort from the subconscious. After the death of a loved one, you need comfort from the subconscious, but you need this dream more.
These are all understandable.
However, people have to look forward. Please feel sorry for your loss and face up to the fact that your loved one has passed away.
If it is really unacceptable, you can go to Tomb-Sweeping Day to sweep graves and burn paper money. On the one hand, you can talk through these deadly actions to relieve your inner grief. On the other hand, you can strengthen the impression that you are separated from your loved ones through these actions, which is conducive to gradually changing your subconscious.