I dreamed that my dead mother gave me medicine.

I believe there is a soul, but your mother misses you too much to let you go, so she wants to see you, but she is afraid to talk to you. Maybe you have come out of the grief of losing her and are afraid to talk to you to remind you of sad things. I think your mother's heart is contradictory. She is close to you and takes care of you, but she is afraid that you will be sad and wants you to stand up by yourself.

So what you can do now is to visit her at her grave often, tell her that you are doing well now, and you can go on by yourself, so that your mother can rest assured and come back to see you if you want, without any scruples.

You don't have to go to that world to communicate with your mother. Believe me, if you have something to say, just go to the grave or say it to your mother's photo, and she will certainly hear it. Let mom watch and listen by herself. Don't ask her questions, don't let her solve problems for you, and don't let her worry about you. Don't you believe in yourself and let her live that happy life?