Later, I told your father through your mother. This idea is no problem. Parents care about you.
I used to be like this. As soon as I entered the room, I was depressed. Later, I quarreled with my family several times and ran away from home. I was still in junior high school at that time. Hehe ... now I'm fine, and I still have a heart-to-heart talk with my father. ...
Actually, your father doesn't know what you're thinking ... sometimes it's no use whispering.
You have to shout it out so that he will notice your thoughts. You can't suppress your emotions ... it's easy to get internal injuries if you don't make a sound.