What difficulties have you encountered in real life now? You need help badly, and you have found a way to turn things around. But the way you get a solution is suspected of asking for help, but you don't want to do it, just begging for help temporarily. At this time, the peach blossom of your life will come.
So, be sure to treat your current boyfriend/girlfriend well. He/she is your benefactor, and you can't forget your roots, which also implies that your career or study will be in by going up one flight of stairs.