Please help me read my dream from the beginning!

My old house is closest to your nature and represents your heart. As far as you are concerned, loneliness has an explanation. The door is your heart, the wood represents faith, and the wooden door bolt is your belief in keeping others in your heart. This belief is shaken by your loneliness, but once relieved, you are afraid, so you quickly close the communication channel with others. If you can't shout at every turn, there's nothing you can do. Your hand means it. You believe in your own ability and think it's okay not to communicate with others. In fact, your mental state is not good. You retreat into your own world for fear of being invaded by others, which makes you feel lonely. In fact, others are not so terrible. The key is to see how you handle it, which can only be realized in practice. Everything is difficult at the beginning, but I hope you can summon up courage and change yourself.