You must be afraid to see him.
He asked you to go to an alley. How did he ask you out? Did he say what he wanted to do? What was your mood at that time? Excited? Afraid? Have you ever hesitated?
What do you want to do in the alley? Why did you go to the appointment? What do you want?
Your best friend says that you often exercise, and it's all muscles. You are both happy and angry.