Emotional words: Personally, I think you are under too much pressure during this time, and you may quarrel with your lover or something, which makes you want to relax. From then on, you have nothing to do with each other, but you can't let go of each other. I suggest you think twice before you do something or decide, or don't do it, and don't regret it after you do it. Everything else is the same. If the pressure is too great, you can try to travel or exercise to relax and adjust your state. Don't get angry, make some decisions or actions that you regret.