? At that time, I was looking forward to your return to your hometown. When you come, mom will always cook a good dish that she can't usually eat, and we can also use it to solve problems. You always bring us some new clothes when you come. We and our mother are very grateful to you for bringing these little clothes. But you said, "I'm in the clothing business. Some of these are from previous years' stocks, and some are a little defective. Don't be disgusted. It is still possible to change children. " But in our view, everything is so glamorous, how can we not like it and thank it too late? When you come, you can always hear some new things in the city and some interesting things in your business process. All those distant and yearning us. When you come, you will always unconsciously compare yourself with people of the same age in the village. I feel that you are different from them. You always laugh so much, so humorous.
? At that time, I heard adults talk about you and pieced together your stories. I generally knew that you went to Guiyang when you supported the third line. In the factory, you are skilled and hardworking, and you are called "Iron Wang Man". He is kind and popular, but he will also argue with the leader because of unfair treatment and a half-level salary increase. After retirement, I started a small business. Started selling sheets and quilts, and there was no purchase channel. With the impression of "Shanghai goods, good workmanship and good quality", I went to Shanghai department store to purchase goods alone. Then a backpack and a backpack carry the human flesh back to Guiyang. After buying a seatless train ticket, I laid a plastic sheet under someone else's seat and got into bed. I have sold electronic watches, fashion, children's clothes, a little bit, from retail to wholesale. In the wholesale market, you also have a nickname "Northeast Old Woman". Everyone commented that many young people are not as sensitive as your business. You are a strong woman, resolute, the most business-minded, the most courageous, and you don't lose young people. Your reputation is really famous. We little dolls, listening to your experience is like listening to a legendary story, and our admiration for you arises spontaneously. At that time, I really looked up at you with great admiration.
? I can't remember exactly more than nine years. I followed my uncle to Guiyang and helped you learn to do business in the store. Seven and a half months later, I returned to my hometown. When I first arrived in a big city, compared with the countryside, it still brought me quite a shock. I really envy you all-powerful in business, but I never thought that one day I could return to Guiyang and set foot in the same business as you. Then one summer, you go back to your hometown and catch up with your family to build a house. Knowing the shortage of funds, you took the initiative to lend my parents more than 10 thousand without saying anything, which solved the urgent need. Later, you brought your second sister to Guiyang to experience. Our family is very grateful for your help, and the seeds of gratitude germinated at that time. 1996, I got married. The second sister called home and told me repeatedly like her sister: "Sister, don't move the bride price money! I don't buy clothes, furniture and electrical appliances, I don't spend a penny, and I come to Guiyang to do business with my brother-in-law. " I asked your advice with trepidation and wrote you a letter, full of four pages and sincere words. I didn't expect you to be very happy and say, "Come on, I don't want you to stay in the countryside. How tired you are. It's better to go out and do something than the countryside." With your support, I set foot on the southbound train without hesitation. You may not remember these little details, but it doesn't matter, because I have never forgotten them. Many years ago, you may have planted a kind seed inadvertently, but it took root and sprouted in my heart and gradually grew sturdily. Years later, it gave me a chance to repay you in another way. ...
? Twenty-five years, how time flies … I have changed from an ignorant girl to a mother of two children. At first, I had the simplest idea: if I can earn 5 thousand a year in Guiyang, I won't go back to the countryside to earn 10 thousand. This is not to look down on farmers. My grandfather is a farmer, my father is a farmer, and I am a descendant of farmers. What qualifications and reasons do I have to look down on farmers? I have deep feelings for the Northeast Plain and Black Land, but I just don't want to live a life with my back to the loess like my parents, just want to live a life I once envied. It's been 25 years, and I've experienced a lot, so the word10 million can be omitted here. ...
? You are kind and charitable, but because of your light, your personality charm, perhaps because of the age gap between us in our forties, every time I look at you, I am in awe, always looking up and afraid to get too close. As far as I can remember, you seldom get sick, or you always don't pay attention to some minor faults. I stayed in the hospital for a few days that year for taking courage. My parents asked us to close both stores and take us to the hospital to accompany you. Looking at you lying in the hospital bed, I realized that Iron Man would get sick. Your hair is gray, and your eyes are so haggard with your eyes closed. At that time, you were no longer a strong woman, but an "old man" who needed to be taken care of ... Two years ago that summer, you had a heart stent. At that time, my father was still there, and I was already ill, so I was asked to take my children to class every day. Even if I walk two blocks, I will go to the hospital to accompany you. I can see that you are scared when you are sick, but you are in a good mood and optimistic. The operation in my 80 s was very successful. You owe it to the superb medical skills of the doctors. I think you have a good attitude and good physical fitness. After my parents left, I was like a duckweed without mail. Although moving to a new home is an hour away from you, I still try to visit you every weekend, buy some fruit, buy some cakes and chat with you. It can be said that in the past two years, especially in the last six months, the frequency and duration of my contact with you are the sum of these 25 years ... At the end of May, I received your call and you said that you were not feeling well. After listening to your account, I vaguely feel that this disease is not good. The next day, I will take you to the hospital for examination. The doctor said to take a picture first. I suggest a CT scan of the upper and lower abdomen. Walking out of the gate of the hospital, I looked at the rickety backs of the two old people and thought about my parents, which made me sad. I said, today is June 1st. Let me take you two old children to eat something delicious. You go home smiling. Two days later, the result came out, which confirmed my hunch ... you are so brave. After knowing what's wrong with you, you said that as long as the doctor thought I could do it, I would do it. I'm not afraid! The eager and expectant eyes always remind me of my father. Blood relationship is amazing. You have the same desire for life and the same firmness in your eyes. However, you are luckier than your brother, and you still have a chance to be pushed to the operating table, while my father didn't ... June 1 1 day, after seven or eight hours of long waiting, with everyone's concern, you were pushed to the ward and the operation was successful! I went to the hospital every day for the next 16 days. You smiled and said, "Xiao Xin, this action is timely, and you have contributed. My aunt invites you to dinner when she leaves the hospital! " "I was in Sanya in July and got your call. You fell down in the living room. Although you put on a plaster, your waist still hurts badly. You hard of hearing people can't hear me. I am not in Guiyang. I was talking to myself on the other end of the phone. I'll see you the next day after I go home, and I suggest going to a doctor in another province for further examination. You said it seemed better these days. Let's see. A hundred days, but not so soon. Take your time. Then I felt old and useless, and said a lot of disheartening words. I advise you to stand up slowly after sitting for a long time, and I also advise you that every illness is inevitable. Take care of yourself and you'll be fine. On August 25th, you couldn't hold on. You called 120. The moment you were put on the stretcher, you told the emergency doctor that I was fine, but my waist might be broken. All I ask is to fix my waist so that I can walk freely. Unfortunately, from that day on, you never got out of bed ... you made a film and made a magnetic vibration. Finally, it was diagnosed that cancer cells had eroded into the bone, lung inflammation and infection were also serious, and other organs were damaged to varying degrees. Provincial doctors have no beds. After two days of emergency observation, it was 120 that sent you to the Second Affiliated Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine. You are depressed and don't understand why you came to see low back pain, but you were placed in the respiratory department. Because of the epidemic, the hospital only allows one family member to accompany him, and at most one more nurse is allowed. Every day outside the hospital, I don't know if your condition has developed, but I can guess your panic and anxiety. It is a little difficult to communicate with doctors because of poor hearing. Because I don't know my own cause, I am skeptical about the treatment plan. I can put these in your ear and explain them to you selectively, but I can't get into the ward. Begging the doctor to let me in for a few minutes. The doctor who registered at the door said that you have the green code and the travel code, but there is no nucleic acid test report. We understand the feelings of our families, but there is nothing we can do. There are rules. If you want nucleic acid, make one. I didn't get the nucleic acid results after the specified time. After many twists and turns, the doctor apologized. Sorry, I seem to have lost your sample. We'll help you do it again and send you the result in the shortest time. But you may be wrong. Even if there is a nucleic acid report, you can't visit the ward. I'm so excited! Great, it's lost in time! Thanks to the hospital's mistakes! I am not an unreasonable person, but I desperately want to seize this opportunity. He suppressed his inner ecstasy, calmly dialed the complaint phone number of the hospital, and stated the story firmly and politely ... I am very grateful that during the epidemic, public places such as hospitals have such rigid regulations to ensure the safety of ordinary people, but there are exceptions in everything. I don't want to blame. In view of the above situation, I just want to apply for an opportunity to visit ... "The other party was silent for more than a minute, okay. I'll go to your attending doctor to find out about your situation first, and then I'll see you in the ward. As I thought, there are many doubts and a series of questions in your eyes. Patiently and selectively told you something you can know. You are not in such a hurry, and you nodded: "I see, you all want to see me, but the hospital has regulations that don't allow it. "I will cooperate with the treatment, but you must tell the doctor that I mainly treat low back pain. Didn't he say that you can walk on the ground by drilling two holes? Then arrange it for me quickly How does it feel to lie in bed and let others wait on you every day? " You have always been very competitive, and it is definitely unacceptable for you to rely on others in your daily life. It pains me to look at you. Then there was a time difference. At half past six in the morning, the department opened the door and sneaked in to see you. After 7 o'clock, the doctors went to work one after another and then sneaked out. You are awake most of the time, and occasionally you are confused. The last time I saw you, you raised your hand and knocked on the bed. I walked up to you, and you said weakly, "Don't come over! It's too hard to keep running like this. I know, I won't get well this time. Just go and see in a few months and see if my elder sister-in-law is still here ... "My tears suddenly came down. Rub your withered hands, cut your hair, and sob, don't be so pessimistic, it will be fine. Live another ten or eight years. Many people have gone to that world in recent years. Please live well and stay with us for a few more years. It's gonna be okay. It's gonna be okay. In this case, I have no confidence ... a few days later, you left, forever.
? Xiao Juan Xiaofang went to the hospital to see you on the first day and went to Zhejiang to get goods the next day. The first time the plane landed and started, send a message to ask me, how is aunt? I asked myself again that it was good news that I didn't send a message. I will tell you the truth. Ten minutes later, they sent screenshots and bought tickets to Guiyang in the afternoon. I didn't say anything but a word: OK! At 9 o'clock in the evening, the two dragged their suitcases to the mourning hall to see you farewell. 12 attended your funeral, 13 went on a business trip non-stop early in the morning. You are the leader of my career. Without the platform provided by you, I might raise a shed of chickens and ducks in my hometown in the northeast, plant a few acres of flower fields, or do some small business in the county. Yes, there's nothing wrong with that. How to live, not to live? However, in that case, I can't see the wider world now, and I can't find a point to realize my greater value. I have always appreciated your help. We three sisters did this to repay your kindness. Of course, even if there is no above, we will come to see you off for the last journey. Because we are close relatives, and you are our elder sister. How can we do that? Our old father is watching from the sky. We can't be children who let our father down. What I can do for you is limited. I can only give it to you in this way. Just be my niece's heart.
? Standing in front of your tombstone, scenes of the past emerge little by little, staggered, gathered and overlapped. Guiyang is not a land of feng shui, but a destination where many people come and go, all because of you! Roughly speaking, over the years, there have been as many as 15 or 16 families who have directly or indirectly defected to your hometown in Guiyang, with at least 50 or 60 people. At the most "busy" time, your house is like a big car shop. Three or four people squeeze a single bed, five or six people sleep on the sofa, and even the bed board is crushed because of the children's slapstick. Eat, and pile up people. Look around, look at yourself. No one can do this! Yes, no one can do it! Among them, of course, including myself ... a group of people come like lanterns, and you can't disturb any family or even anyone. Where there are people, there are disputes and frictions, and everyone has his own ideas. Who can own your thoughts? After helping one family after another, it's not too fishy to eat a hundred fights. Your kindness, tolerance and compassion have won the respect of everyone. I want you to drink water! I can only bow down to you devoutly and tell you my heart silently.
? Before dad left, let me call you from time to time: "Let your aunt come and stay for a while and sit together and talk." I said shyly, "What are you going to say? Call her. Our family life is so high, she is so old and tired. " "Oh, let you play you play. No matter how old she is, her legs and feet are better than mine. Besides, she is my sister. Let her come to see me, okay? Fight! " This looks like a younger brother. He followed his sister and asked her for candy through a skirt ... After my father left, I always regretted not being able to hug him, told him how much I loved him and thanked him for teaching me over the years. Without his selfless dedication for so many years, there would be no me today ... My sister advised me to say, Sister, you don't say, my dad knows, we all know, we are no different from my dad. For you, I am still glad that I told you what I wanted to say when you were awake. At the last stage of your life, I didn't miss, I didn't offside, I did what I could. I don't regret your leaving. ...
Middle-aged people have a hard time. Saying goodbye when you see it makes people feel lost and sad. The children's backs are drifting away, and the kite string in their hands is not too tight, for fear of flying not high and not wanting to be too loose. I don't know the return date from afar. The successive departure of elders makes people feel that there are always unfinished thoughts and always regret the meaning of life. Turn to a picture of you and my parents. You smile so happily. Now all three people in the photo have gone to a world without disease and pain. You went to see your parents. My parents were there too. Let's continue to guard us in another place. Your life, hard and simple, hard on yourself and trusting him, has been extremely wonderful but also very hard. Sometimes I wonder, if there is an afterlife, dear elder sister-in-law, would you want to change your lifestyle? Don't be a heroine who rushes to the front, don't be an old mother who dotes on children, don't be a warrior who guards the family through thorns ... just stay at home, plant flowers and grass in the yard, watch the children work hard, feel distressed but don't drag their feet, and cheer them up from time to time. Occasionally, there will be a little pride of the old people, and the children will play with the little temper of the old children. On holidays or your birthday, children will come back from all directions to bring you little surprises. In this way, be an old lady Wang who doesn't worry about her children and grandchildren and enjoys her old age ... so, how about it? Is this the life you yearn for?
? Some words are suitable for talking to yourself, and some words are suitable for hiding in your heart. Dear elder sister-in-law, I wish you no longer get sick in heaven. You will always be what I looked like when I first saw you: free and easy, capable, optimistic, open-minded, wise, caring and radiant. ...