What does the 25-year-old Feng Shui Ling mean?

What really matters at the age of 25 is the watershed in my life. Apart from going to college, I have never left home, traveled far and stayed outside. My parents and grandmother have met my every wish and need, and went shopping, cooking, reading and writing with my friends. I am an ignorant girl, lying on the windowsill, basking in the sun, reading literary novels, then looking up and smiling, imagining how beautiful life is. I have no idea about painful birth, illness, death and money. I am completely a frog in the well, a well-protected jumping frog, who thinks that life is only laughter. Although the sky occasionally floats over clouds, it has been evaporated by the sun before the clouds gather into rain. It was really picturesque at that time.

A few days after my 25th birthday, my first love didn't want to list all kinds of care for me. It took me a long time to learn to take care of myself after he left. Once, he scolded me for our quarrel, because I had no ability to live. All the consequences he said are valid, and it turns out that he is right. In retrospect, I was an idiot in life.

The decline of family fortune also began at the age of 25. Although I have never been rich, I think of the prosperous life in the past, the rich food from the present perspective, the little white dog that followed us before and after running, my mother's mahjong, my mother's own hairstyle, my father's lottery ticket, alcohol and tobacco, monthly literature books, my brother's practical jokes and a lot of lively and beautiful life fragments left behind now.