"Have things been handled over there?"
"It was cremated and the ashes were placed in the funeral home."
"Really, come on, give me the suitcase." This is my mother's new wife. His surname is F. It takes about an hour and a half to walk from Zhenzhen's house.
I took a quick look at my new stepfather. He is wearing a white vest and holding a fan in his hand. He is carrying a basket, which is full of side dishes. The man is still a good man, not bad-hearted, and quite sincere. I can't help secretly admiring my mother's vision and popularity. Father's height 1 m 85, heavy eyebrows and big eyes, talkative. In particular, his father exudes the power of male chauvinism, perseverance and self-denial, which restricts everyone's words and deeds all the time.
In the true eyes, my mother is a woman who has no beauty except hard work. She is more than one meter five, she doesn't like dressing up, she doesn't like neatness, and her speech is prickly. My father and grandfather always shake their heads when they look at my mother's back, but they look down on her in their bones, and there are a group of lazy parents, brothers and sisters.
When I was at school, what I really feared was that the teacher would visit her house. The financial difficulties at home and the image of her mother made her face look bad. When they lived in school, the students saw the towel she brought from home and asked directly, "Is this for washing your face or wiping your feet?" The real face is red from head to toe, and I wish there was a crack in it. It is obviously a brand-new towel, which was put on the mulberry leaves of silkworm rearing by my mother and glued with juice. After the disgusting juice is dyed, it cannot be washed off.
? My sister is the first granddaughter in my family, and my grandmother took her to the age of five. The family atmosphere she grew up in is relatively peaceful and loving, and her personality is also stable and obedient. It's just that when she talks, she always shows a state of unconfidence. Whenever she encounters all difficulties in her feelings, life and work, she will call her father for help at the first time. Her father was 12, and the day before her death, she was still rushing about her own business. There is also a brother who is naughty and rebellious. After all, he won the unreserved love of his family and will be closer to his parents. Really a second child, the awkward birth order is like an invisible air person living in this home. Without love, she casually climbed the tree and crossed the river to everything, unfamiliar with her parents. No matter how good or bad her life is, she will never let her parents know. The only time I complained to my father like my sister after marriage, I didn't expect to be severely reprimanded by my father. ) She rejected her mother from her heart because she was not good-looking enough and still loved to beat her, refusing to identify herself as a mother.
Half a year ago, my mother discussed with my sister and brother to find a new wife. God, it's only been more than a year since my father died. How can others understand this? Mother said in her usual tone, "Whether you agree or not, this is my business, not yours." A strong-willed and enterprising mother soon brought her new wife into the house.
Today is the first time that Zhen Zhen met her stepfather. When the ugly daughter-in-law meets her in-laws for the first time, I don't feel nervous and shy, nor do I feel ashamed to learn from young people of this age. Raw rice has been cooked for a long time. Accept it and bless them. Seemingly calm and polite.
? After a short rest after drinking hot tea at home, I really walked into the shower room with my clothes. The shower room is located in a dark corner behind the house.
Really take off your clothes and stand naked under the tap, let the hot water wash away every inch of your skin from top to bottom. The heat from the warm light bulb floated overhead, and the tired brain cells sucked their mother's nipples like hungry babies.
She was really tired, really tired, and could not help but close her eyes. Suddenly, my sister's pale face appeared, enlarged and clear. One, two, three ... Every corner of the shower room was covered with her face, and the air was weird and gloomy. She screamed and shouted to her mother, who rushed over. She cried and said:
"Mom, don't go, just wait for me at the door, okay?"
I don't trust to open the door halfway to see if mom has left. In desperation, I quickly got dressed and rushed out of the shower room. I gave my mother a big hug when I opened the door, as if I hadn't seen her for a century.
"Mom, you are still here. You kept your promise and did not abandon me. I love your mother. "
The mother and daughter hugged and sobbed and comforted each other. The people of Sri Lanka have passed away, and we living people should cherish and take care of each other.
I really climbed into bed, afraid of the dark and ghosts, refused my mother's company, and my eyes were empty with the light on, like a zombie lying in bed.
? Seven days ago, bad news came that my dear sister had left. Her man worked in Lincheng and hurried back after receiving a call from his neighbor. Only a child over one year old accompanied her through the last journey of her life. According to the results presented by the forensic doctor, he died of myocardial infarction, and the possibility of homicide was ruled out.
? Really passed through the death zone of the funeral home and finally came to the position of my sister. When the staff opened the freezer door, my sister's lips were askew and her face became painful. Before she died, she should have had an unbearable struggle. She touched her sister's face, eyebrows and hair over and over again.
"Elder sister, are you cold? Can you tell me what happened? Sister, wake up, we are all here to see you. Why are you so disappointing and won't love yourself? "
Zhen Zhen's heart churned, her body trembled and her feet kept shaking. When the younger brother saw it, he quickly helped her up and walked to the hall.
"Elder sister, he hit me again. I have a lump in my chest. It hurts, it hurts. "
"I'll call him and reason with him."
"No, no, he will hit harder."
"I'll book tickets for you. Can you come and play with me? "
"Let me see, you go to work well."
Fate really plays tricks on people. Sisters who were able to talk a few days ago are separated today. I really hate the man who hit my sister in front of me. He killed my dear sister and really rushed forward and kicked him. He angered a man who pounced on him. The man tried to come and hit him with the ashtray on the table. He dodged his head. Relatives and younger brothers pulled them away, and the man growled, "She is your family, and I don't care. You can handle it yourself. "
I really cried, so sad and lonely. ...
? In less than three years, there were only two people left in the family. One is her tall and stalwart father, and the other is her simple and kind sister. Blood is thicker than water. These are the most important relatives in her life. It is the wish of every woman in the world to eat badly and hope that her family will be happy and safe.
"What's the matter with our family, ancestor? What bad things did you do in your last life, and you will get such retribution? " Really cried and slapped the sofa with his hand and kept asking.
When her mother-in-law learned the bad news, she gloated sarcastically: "What happened to your family, one after another?"
Fortunately, her husband stopped in time and held her shoulder to comfort her. "Nothing, you rest assured to see your sister. By the way, go back to your mother's house to comfort your mother. I have me at home. When the children are on summer vacation, I will bring them back to reunite with you. "
In this secret contest between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, her husband gave her inexplicable comfort, and his concern was sincere and warm, soothing her heart.
Really lying in bed tossing and turning can't sleep, my god, light up! I want to find the best feng shui master and see what's wrong with me. I hope my family is safe and healthy, and there must be no more accidents.
? On the third day, Zhen Zhen brought two Feng Shui masters from the county seat. Compass, gossip, the head of a dog's head and compass kept changing in the hands of the Feng Shui master, and it took a while to stop.
"Oh, it's your father's grave in the wrong place. Don't be afraid. I'll tie another thread with the nail head. The location where the nail head landed is the new location of your father's grave. In the future, you should kowtow to this place when offering incense and offering sacrifices. Everything will be peaceful, and the bodhisattva will bless your family. "
The knot that was really stuck in my heart was opened, and the hanging heart was put down.
I don't know if I really pretended to find a feng shui master, but my stepfather felt that the sovereignty of this family was threatened. His expression is very unfriendly, and his mother is pleasing to both sides. The original calm atmosphere was cut, and the two met slightly embarrassed. Contradictions are hidden in my heart, but there is no big action.
? Today is my stepfather's birthday. Her youngest daughter works far away, and her eldest daughter, husband and children all come early empty-handed.
The mother complained discontentedly to Zhen Zhen: "This eldest daughter is like a son, inviting people to break into houses. Today, the three of them still have the face to eat and drink empty-handed and have no gifts. "
? Stepfather greeted them warmly, at this time really like a transparent outsider. They can't see her together. Mom hasn't felt so active for a long time. She put her hands on her stepfather's shoulders and looked at him excitedly. His stepfather smiled sincerely.
? God, this is just telling her naked: "I don't love your father anymore, this is my husband." Really head buzzing exploded, she can't accept it, sister's bones are not cold, do you still have conscience and compassion? Dad, can you see it in the sky? You used to be so proud and powerful, but why can't you control your woman and throw yourself into the arms of others? God, help me! I don't want a stepfather. I want my dear father alive.
Last winter, a phone call from my sister reminded me: "Sister, I'm going to Wenzhou. You must work hard. Everything in this world is fake. My mother has changed. I don't even know her. I don't want to go back to this home. " My honest and filial sister bought her mother food, clothes and several packs of washing powder for a year when she left.
Father, did you see that? Your dearest eldest daughter went back to her parents' house last year and was driven away by her parents. Now her soul has returned to her hometown. The house you have worked so hard for all your life, and the money I sent back after working overtime are all outsiders. They are marauders and invaders. ...
It soon got dark. The stepfather's three daughters had a good lunch at noon and then went back to the county seat. The family is calm again, and there is nowhere to release the gas that is really stuck in the heart. When the TV was tuned to those channels, my novels from my school days were burned by my mother. Oh, my God! This kind of life will probably go crazy in a few days.
She was so angry that she climbed into bed without supper. At this moment, only the bed in this family can give her unprecedented sense of security and comfort. One sheep, two sheep, three sheep … fell asleep quietly.
Frogs croak in the fields, crickets croak uneasily, and they seem to be laughing. People who think they are smart during the day, so that you can fall asleep forever. Go to sleep, don't wake up and disturb my life, the whole forest. The whole land belongs to me. Suddenly, a swarm of termites came. They growled bitterly and discontentedly: "My well-lived home was destroyed bit by bit by people in this yard with shovels and hoes when building roads three years ago. All my relatives were buried in their vicious hands. Please return them to my relatives ... "
I really woke up. Yes, while repairing the country road in this yard, the neighbors waved hoes and suddenly screamed:
"Wow, what a big white ant."
"Move it away and dig somewhere else."
"Oh, my god, there are a few. Is the red liquid on them blood? "
"Great, another termite hole has been dug."
Good neighbors keep moving and digging, but they occupy too much land. A big termite hole dug out stands high on the ground and looks like a chaotic grave. ...
Father went out that day and was not at home. When I came back at night, I flew into a rage and criticized the production captain and the neighbors in the yard.
"Termites are the gods and masters of this yard. You are all doing evil! "
? Really tossing and turning in bed, suddenly I feel gloomy and scary all around, watching my familiar neighbors' grandparents grow old one by one, and now it's my parents' turn to get old.
Generations of ancestors were shot dead on the beach by their descendants.
What is the meaning of living?
The sound of the bedboard came from upstairs, and it was the mother and stepfather on it. I am really anxious to shout in my heart, that man, please let go of my mother. She belongs only to my father. I want to stop him. I want to protect my father. Although he is gone, he still lives in this family and in my heart. No one can replace him in this family. I want to kick this stepfather out.
Really got up and stood in the dark corridor, tears streaming down her face. One lost his wife, the other lost her husband. They are a match made in heaven. As children, bless them silently. I hope they can be so happy every day.
Poor father, I hope you don't hate me.
Really opened the door, quietly came to my father's grave behind the house, tearing weeds higher than people, crying loudly with my father, and my father lay quietly without saying a word. ...
?
I don't know if it's fate or coincidence. The place where my father is buried now is the place where he came to this wheat field on the morning of his death and cut it from the beginning of the field to just half the place where he was buried.
There are really too many fields to grow, including a dozen pigs, large and small, and a big buffalo.
At lunch, Zhen Zhen's mother complained, "You farm your own land and pick it up yourself, so you are not afraid of being exhausted." Father ignored her.
? In recent years, Pearl Krabs's father has changed. No matter what Pearl Krabs's mother says, he doesn't like talking to her. He went out to buy her her favorite shoes and clothes.
Maybe I feel guilty from the bottom of my heart The woman in front of me hasn't eaten or slept well since she followed him. I must love her and touch her.
? Pearl Krabs's father left the last bite of porridge in the bowl and swallowed the cold medicine he just bought this morning. He got up and sat on the threshold of the main house, watching the bees buzzing in the big hive.
Everything in the world is the same, as long as you have a breath, you must work hard, let alone people.
Suddenly there was a loud noise and my real father fell down. Real mom, come here quickly, coming, coming! There are only two of them left in the compound. The real mother ran to the mountain and shouted for help, and the voices of sadness, crying and helplessness echoed in the valley. Two wire workers nearby rushed over after hearing this, touched their father's nose and shook their heads. "Sister, you are so sorry for your loss, and there is nothing you can do ...? "。
? The three brothers and sisters hurried back after getting the news. They don't think all this is true, but they are too tired. My father just fell asleep. He slept too hard.
? All this can only be assumed! In the middle of the hall door, a big black coffin was placed on the bench. Surrounded by the burning fragrance and candles, my mother's red eyes held three brothers and sisters and cried lonely and sadly. ...
? Four days later, at five o'clock in the morning, musicians and firecrackers sounded together. The biological father's coffin was carried out by eight villagers under the command of Feng Shui master. The coffin moves forward slowly during the worship, and the coffin must not touch the ground or the door panel. People who carry coffins are also very particular. First, he has a son. Second, his wife must be original. The villagers who carefully carried the coffin came to the middle of the dam to park the coffin, and a group of relatives knelt down and held a solemn farewell ceremony.
After reciting a language that ordinary people can't understand, the Feng Shui master picked up a knife, lifted the white cock prepared next to him, and cut it down with one knife. A chicken head flew into the living room. Everyone is booing at this time, and something will happen after it is over. )
After the funeral ceremony, 120 ambulance arrived and picked up the real aunt who passed out crying. It broke her heart to see her dearest brother buried by loess bit by bit.
This kind of parting is forever, there are only brothers and sisters who live for the first time, and there is no second time. Goodbye, dear people.
Looking around, I am really awake and believe that my father has really left.
Because of my inner fear and unwillingness to accept this fact, I really dare not look at my father's last face with my own eyes. Since then, her father's handsome, tall and heroic spirit has remained in her heart.
Because of my inner fear of my parents and being ignored and floating in the world like an orphan, I am really disappointed with my parents again and again. I isolated my parents again and again, and I didn't answer their calls or write to them for half a year. I haven't been back to my mother's house for six years.
Pearl Krabs's father sensed her anger, and he wanted to make up for his feelings with Pearl Krabs. He is going to visit her work place and her two lovely grandsons when he is busy with farm work these days, and then visit Pearl Krabs's husband's family.
I have been married for 7 years, and my parents have never been there because of the long journey. What is that place? My father asked the neighbors and learned about this place on TV. He hopes that he can give his daughter a reputation when he goes there. "My daughter has family, you can't bully her."
All regrets can only be regrets, and a real father will never wake up.
? The family finally broke up, and it was so unprepared.
? Living people, life should continue to live well. Old Marx didn't believe in tears.
However, the heavy work and hard work of plowing fields in rural areas cannot be separated from men, and the only brother is not married. My mother is in a state of confusion. I wish I could have a pair of big hands to shelter her from the wind and rain as always. I don't want this family to go on like this.
An immortal Xiao Qiang tried her best to mediate with life with her petite body. At the same time, she is fragile and sensitive, longing for the protection of men.
My mother grew up under the whip of my grandfather. She obeys men, butters up men carefully and serves them wholeheartedly. At the same time, she struggled like a child who didn't grow up, constantly running in and colliding with real life.
Men are her support, her parents and a god in her heart, but her heart may never have established close ties with them. Her heart has always been lonely and fearful.
Daughters can't wear beautiful new clothes, can't kick shuttlecock with their peers, and can't burn their daughter's admission notice. Seeing the daughters defeated in front of them, the lost hatred in my heart seems to have tasted anesthetic, as if it were a short-term comfort.
She has never experienced the feeling of being loved, and the softest and most wonderful function in her heart may never be turned on or awakened.
When the heart is severely damaged, just like a set program, it will automatically start, be isolated in an emergency, be bandaged, and then be deeply pressed into the subconscious.
You look at these injuries as indifferent as what happened in other people's homes.
She is just a living and pure person.
? A year later, the new stepfather left, and he wanted to look after the children with his daughters. He loves her deeply and doesn't want her to be as lonely as his own sister. No matter how good his biological mother is, she doesn't belong to his own home. There are no children born to them in this family, and the descendants of this family will not take his surname.
Stepfather bought a lot of side dishes for his mother, planted all the dishes in the field, and left with clothes after everything was in order.
Quite manly and affectionate.
Mom left, too. She came to see her brother.
Half a year later, the stepfather's daughter called to ask if it was possible for the two old people to be together. Her children can go to school by themselves now and don't want to delay their father's happiness. I hope someone can take good care of her elderly father. Mother shook her head.
"At this age, you still have to face life and death after a few years. I don't want to, I'm afraid ... "
? They had a brief emotional intersection and finally chose to separate in order to take care of the children. I don't know if I will die in the future, so I close my eyes at the last minute. Will I burst into tears when I suddenly see each other appear? Do you complain that we are all cowards? Or do you think that children are the best companions at the last stop of their lives?