He never thought that death was a terrible word, a painful struggle, a heartbreaking pain and a sense of suffocation. It is his infinite imagination and description before his death.
But this is obviously a picture painted in the minds of all these people who have never experienced death. People who have experienced death have been silent since then and have no chance to tell the story again.
The old man felt no pain and was weak all over. It was a feeling of exhaustion. Yang was just sleepy and sleepy. So sleepy that he felt that this sleep was a thousand years, forever. His ears seemed to hear the whispers of his relatives, but he really couldn't hear clearly. He tried to open his eyes, confused. He thought he was really going to sleep, and his eyelids were always difficult to lift. He tried to open a crack, which exhausted Yang's last count. At present, it seems that a door opened to him and a beam of light came in. He tried to open his eyes to see clearly, but he couldn't see clearly.
A month ago, the cancer cell index once again entered the red warning state, and the attending doctor of Shanghai Hospital issued a digital instruction to stop taking drugs immediately and come to Shanghai for surgery. This is the second operation. I did it once when I found it a year ago. It was an early stage. Fortunately, the cancer cells did not spread this time, and they were very clean after resection. They stayed for a day and were sent back.
But this time everyone thought that the doctor had misdiagnosed it.
After coming back, the old man had no appetite, and even had no strength to walk and talk. Everyone thinks that the old man's time is running out, and so is he. He is thirsty and can't eat anything. This situation has been going on for several weeks. From time to time, someone asked him out to bask in the sun and take a walk, but the old man always wanted to lie at home, and the more he lay down, the worse he felt. The old man's whole body seems to have stopped working. Finally, when he walked with his feet, his legs knelt on the ground and he fell down. The old man's fall almost killed him. Fortunately, there are no other diseases, and cancer cells are under control. After admission, the doctor diagnosed the old man with potassium deficiency. After supplementing potassium and several bottles of nutrient solution, the situation really improved and I was discharged from the hospital.
The old man who went home still couldn't eat, so he fell down when he went out. Stubborn, he refused to rely on crutches, so he could only lie in bed at every turn. The more he lies down, the more he feels his luck is exhausted. He thought it was good, too. It turns out that death is not painful, so just sleep peacefully.
One of his medical students came to see him that day. After knowing all the symptoms, he knew that the operation was also in place. He concluded that excessive use of dexamethasone some time ago may lead to gastric mucosal damage, loss of appetite, inability to eat and lack of nutrition. Young people can't stand such a situation, let alone an 80-year-old man. This situation can be remedied, and injections and stomach medicines were prescribed for several days.
The doctor said that as long as the cancer cells do not spread and are guaranteed, the body will be good and the mentality will be good.
A few days later, the old man suddenly revived.
Relatives and friends have said that as long as they survive this year, they will live a long life.
The family moved the old man's goldfish bowl. Everything is not going well this year. You must have made some mistakes. It is said that the water in the fish tank is very geomantic, so it must not be facing the door.
Not long ago, when I met that old man. Old people are in good spirits, sound like Hong Zhong, and are more optimistic than the average person. The old man described to me the feeling of death. He said, I've already died once, and there's nothing to let go. I'm old enough to live happily, and now I earn every extra day.
I wish the elderly a long life every year!