She was born unlovable, but fortunately her aunt left pity to avoid becoming an orphan.
At the age of six, it's time to go to primary school. Her parents sent her to her aunt's house. At the age of six, she knows nothing and is at the mercy of others like a puppet. When menstruation came back from vacation, she suddenly regretted it. She doesn't want to live here. Afraid of being born, she dare not talk to adults. She can only sit alone on the sofa and cry silently. My aunt doesn't care if she sees it. I fell asleep when I was tired of crying and went to school the next day. Gradually, she got used to being separated from her aunt, but refused to call her aunt. You always use "hello" to pay your tuition at school. My aunt pushed her several times and had to stop. My aunt has a little grandson who is only five years old and dotes on him very much. The little grandson often pesters her and likes to snitch. In order not to be criticized by her aunt, she tried every means to please her little grandson, who tore up the book and dared not tell the adults, and suffered alone. It's a pity that she learned to please people from an early age and tasted the taste of relying on others. She cherishes her life at her aunt's house more and more.
At the age of ten, her parents took her to school in the city. I have a brother at home who is like the devil in the world. She is an elder sister, so it is difficult to fight with him. Several times, I couldn't help fighting. My parents looked on coldly when I was injured, and my brother was only one year younger than her. She thought that if she were a boy, she would not be abandoned by her parents and ignored by others. She and her brother go to the same school. Every time she comes first in the exam, her brother always counts down. But her parents never cared about her, and when they saw her achievements at most, they just smiled, and he was only satisfied once. Parents will be happy when their younger brother makes only a little progress. Everyone in the class envied her and wanted to change places with her. She smiled bitterly: "I am not as good as you think, and my life is very painful." When she was old, she learned to endure, endure her brother's unreasonable troubles, endure the tears of injustice in her stomach, and then please her brother like a little grandson. She just wants to escape, escape from this painful place.
I spent less and less time at my aunt's house until my grandmother died, completely cutting off contact with my relatives. She doesn't know why her parents and aunt are so formal. At night, she covered herself with a quilt and cried silently. Tears soaked the quilt but she didn't know it. She felt very tired.
She even thought, if you don't want her, why did you give birth to her? Since she was born, why don't you want her? Because she is a girl? After that night, she stopped crying, because crying was useless to her. She began to forge a hard heart, which was her last resort to protect herself.
When she was eighteen, she was admitted to a university thousands of miles away. She left at the train station. She looked up at the sky in her hometown and shed tears for the last time: "Farewell, my hometown, I will forget everything here and start over."
Recall the past and start over Composition 2: Forget the past and start over.
Always wake up in the dead of night, thinking about you buried in the bottom of my heart, thinking about our dribs and drabs, tears will quietly flow down. ...
How time flies! I have been away from you for several months since I left you. I don't know how you are. I once learned some news about you from my friends. I am both happy and sad. I am very happy, because I feel as if you are still with me and have never left. Sadly, you broke up with me now.
I wonder if time can really dilute everything? There are countless ups and downs in life, and how many setbacks people have experienced in their lives! How many times do I have to go through before I can reach the finish line ... My will will will always be strong through tempering and patience! What makes me strong? There used to be an inexplicable power. And now I don't even have any courage. Can you still be strong?
After so many things, I finally saw a lot of things. Although I am trying, the result is still the same! Why should I embarrass myself? Isn't it better to be yourself?
If a person has a goal in life, it is worthwhile to do anything. Be careful. Do it hard. What is my goal now? What's the point of what I'm doing now
Even if you pay more, what can you do ... you will pay forever, and a small part will not be returned ... I don't need you to give me anything back. Just want to get a little of your own ... can you do that? So will my life be wonderful? What kind of life do you want?
All this is my wishful stupidity ... everything is just a game and a dream. When I wake up, there is nothing. It was beaten back to its original shape. It is empty. Empty. Empty.
In fact, there are always some memorable things in my life, which I can't bear to forget. Sad things are often deeply engraved in my heart. Leave a deep impression. We always try very hard to forget, but in the end we will suddenly flash out in a casual moment. I always like to hit the computer keyboard alone, but I don't know what to do. I don't know how empty my heart is. I always like to write something in the evening, either to talk or to get rid of it. In fact, I feel fine during the day, but I feel cold, bored and lonely at night. ...
I always want to find a quiet place to live, and I always want to live quietly all my life. Maybe he signed an agreement with Naive and kept thinking about such a naive question. In life, we should not only learn to remember, but also learn to forget the past. Forgetting is a relief from pain, fatigue and self-sublimation. In the journey of life, if you remember what love and hate, fame and fortune, kindness and resentment, right and wrong and so on. Let those sad things, annoying things and boring things linger in your mind forever and imprint indelible marks on your heart, which is equivalent to carrying a heavy cross on your back. Invisible shackles will make your life very bitter and tired, even demoralized, and the boat of life will be free. If we learn to forget the past and forget all the things we shouldn't remember, it will bring us a happy mood and relaxed spirit. It is "smoke, smoke in the past, selfless at heart."
Forgetting is an ability and a quality, but it can't be forgotten by making up your mind casually. Forget success, you can start from scratch, take the pace of progress today, and you will move towards a new beginning. If you forget your failure, you will be full of confidence and bravely face the future challenges; Forget the pain, you can get rid of entanglement and immerse your body and mind in carefree peace; If you forget your regrets, you can put down your baggage and go into battle lightly; If you forget love, you can be content and live more smartly.
Learn to forget, get out of the shadow of failure, get out of the quagmire of inferiority, get out of the abyss of pain and get to know yourself again; Learn to forget. Therefore, we should always make self-psychological adjustment, think bigger, think farther and think wider. For unimportant things that have passed, we should be confused, downplayed, inclusive and obscure, and "clear" these things from the warehouse of the brain in time to prevent them from occupying a place in memory. Learn to forget, we are a healthy person, a mature person, we can put down the increasingly heavy burden of the past, go into battle lightly, face the present with energy, meet tomorrow with confidence, and create a beautiful life landscape.
No matter what happened in so hard to forget, we can make a fresh start and make everything better, worse or unchanged. With yesterday becoming memory and strength, everything will start for tomorrow! Now I believe in an old saying, where there is a will, there is a way!
Recall the past and start over Composition 3: Forget the past and start over.
Forget the past and start over. Even if you are suffering, even if you are very tired, even if you have written down a failed life course on your own growth path. At least, it's all over, becoming the so-called past tense, not the continuous tense. Although I don't know if he will become the future tense, everything is not very clear, and now everything is very vague. But the most important thing for a person is to live the present, live every day he is running, and cherish every minute of the present.
What's the use of thinking about the past all the time What can you add besides memories? Besides aftertaste, what can you change? The past has been buried in the corner of history forever. To belong to yourself is to let go completely, so as to live a better life. If you forget yourself, you will have no distractions and increase your work passion. Don't say what you want to forget, but you can't forget. It's not that hard to forget. Even if it hurts again, it can only hurt them for a while, not for a lifetime. Because the road of life is very long, there is not so much time to waste and not so much time to complain. Because life is a road, the road will inevitably have twists and turns, or through artificial efforts, it will bring you a broad road. You have no ability. Who will change it for you? Even if they want to change, they hope you deserve this honor. Why? People in the world are sometimes very realistic. If you are weaker than others, others will despise you, not only disdaining you, but also hitting you hard and trampling on you so hard that you will never turn over. And if you are better than others, others will be obedient to you and obedient to you, just like your pug, otherwise one person will get the saying that chickens and dogs will ascend to heaven. That is not what the ancients said from the heart by combining their own reality at that time with their own or others' experiences.
Sometimes it's really funny. It's funny to some people who are very retro. They always say that China was once brilliant and powerful, and tell me four great inventions of China that I am proud of. What I'm trying to say is, does that work? It used to be the center of the world, and it used to be the master of the world. How helpful is it to the real world? It seems to help brag and show off nothingness. Now China is a developing country. That is the reality. No matter how good it was before, it's all in the past. What is the most important and realistic thing now? Heroes don't mention bravery. One thing to understand is that all the laws in the world are not immutable, and the descendants of the emperor will not be emperors from generation to generation. The wind and water turn, and the able live there. No matter how rich you used to be, it shows that your predecessors were smart and great. The key is whether it is good or bad now. Now the national conditions of developing countries will not be changed and improved because they were strong in the past. No money now or no money. Even if you were rich in the past, what is really useful and practical is that you have no money now.
Forget the past and start over. This is the right decision for us. Don't always talk about things with bits and pieces of the past. The past is not important, what matters is the present. It's really good to live well now. Even if you had a good life before, you are now down and out. What belongs to you is still down and out, not the good old days. Therefore, it is what we need to do to cherish the present and live every day in progress.
Forget the past, don't think about it, it's no use thinking about it. It is our direction and our pursuit to live the present and create the future. So advise those who are immersed in the past and cannot extricate themselves, forget it! Let me go. Let's work together to make the future beautiful and prosperous now. This is what we all choose. Let go of everything in the past, let's embrace the future hand in hand and start our beautiful tomorrow together.