Why do you believe in providence in the dark?

I think it's fate, too. Before I broke up with my ex-boyfriend, I didn't know how to make progress or how to study. Later, I broke up with him because of some contradictions, only to find that I couldn't forget him, and I still missed him every day for more than a year (only two months with him). Later, I found that I liked him more and more, but breaking up meant breaking up, and I didn't insist on my feelings that I couldn't go back. Besides, I also know him. And I heard that that woman graduated from a famous university, except for her high academic qualifications, she is not as good as me, so I am particularly reluctant to compare her academic qualifications. I thought, why can't you do it? I have to prove to myself. Then, in order to fight for breath, I studied hard and have a good life now. Now I think, without the "encouragement" of their relationship and the education of that woman, really, some people come into your life to teach you something. I think the two of them were sent by heaven to temper me, which gave me the motivation to work hard and never give in, made me self-motivated and made me succeed step by step. I don't think I can forget him. It is God who guides me to success. Let me take him as the driving force to build myself and improve myself ... So when I become particularly excellent, will God make me forget him?