As for the bad feeling, you just need to smooth it out and solve the problem when it appears. If you don't have a girlfriend, you will find them. If you have a bad girlfriend, you will talk about them. Communication is always the most important. If there is a third party, you will weigh the pros and cons and finally choose one. If it is only because life is too dull, it is better to say that life is your own. There is no reason to be romantic. Anyway, this day has passed.
I don't know what your problem is, but analyze it in detail.