Sadness is everywhere, and people will eventually die, sooner or later, actively or passively.
In the face of this world with more and more diseases and more and more difficult life, we are frantically looking for an exit and don't know what the meaning of living is.
10 6 14 On the morning, a floating corpse was found in the waters of Qiantang River near the Fourth Qianjiang Bridge in Hangzhou.
The body of Hou Moumou, a doctoral student of Zhejiang University who was identified and confirmed by his family.
In Hou's last WeChat circle of friends, he wrote:
"Maybe I just don't like it, and it's not suitable for this world, so I don't want to stay any longer. I don't want to pretend anymore, and I don't want to lie anymore. I just want to be myself. It's really hard. "
Lin Jiawen, the same talented young man, was born in 17,1May 1998. He is a senior three student in Xi 'an Middle School, and is known as "a gifted boy in historical research".
Professor Li Yumin, a famous historian and master of Song history, praised him as "the first person to write Song history at this age after liberation" and "the youngest author with academic research ability after liberation".
But this young genius committed suicide at home.
In his suicide note, he said, "The future is too unattractive for me ... As far as secular life is concerned, I can imagine everything I can fight for, and I also recognize the boundaries that I can never surpass early ..."
Another Korean artist, after hard trainee training, finally became famous, but also chose to end his life.
He said how many people make great efforts to hide their true colors and live the life that others expect.
The truth is wrapped in layers, and who really cares about the imperfect, complicated and riddled personality under the mask?
So, death is the only relief!
They all ended their flowery life on the grounds of being unrealistic and returning to the ID.
On the other hand, Jin Yong, who also left, died at the age of 94, and Li Yong's anti-cancer treatment was ineffective for more than a year. Although the outcome is the same, but the essence is different.
The former despises himself with death and denies his beliefs.
The latter is the real warrior in life. They see through the "meaninglessness" of life, but still love life.
Begging at the age of 3, being a dancer at the age of 65, 438+02, committing suicide by depression after becoming popular. Kara Wai, a 57-year-old winner, told you about her ups and downs.
Even if life is unreasonable, life is your career and your masterpiece.
On the eve of liberation, Kara Wai's father came to Hongkong with boxes of gold, but he was cheated out of all his property. The whole family experienced a drastic change from rich to poor.
In the poorest time, the family can only live under other people's stairs and pick up leftovers from restaurants to satisfy their hunger.
Three-year-old Kara Wai followed her mother to beg for a living in the red light district of Wan Chai. Among his eight brothers and sisters, Kara Wai ranks fifth, but she is the pillar of the family.
When I was a child, Kara Wai and his sister played with matches and set the house on fire. The elder sister ruined her face, and went blind to protect the younger sister, so Kara Wai became a star, leaving her sister with her.
My brother also became an actor, but he died young. Kara Wai handles everything by himself.
My father is dying, and several brothers and sisters can't make up their minds. Only Kara Wai made a decision and said, "Don't let him suffer any more." .
Although she took on the whole family, her brothers and sisters felt that the actress industry was not serious and even wanted to cut her with a knife.
Suffering is really the nourishment of artists. But if you can choose, who wants these nutrients?
At the age of 14, Kara Wai finally decided not to beg for a living. She told her mother that she didn't want to live like this all her life. She went to nightclubs and danced in costumes, much like a martial arts star in a movie poster. She worked hard and soon became the chief dancer.
17 years old, officially debuted with the role of Mu Nianci in The Legend of the Condor Heroes.
Because she can bear hardships, Kung Fu movie master Liu Jialiang accepted her as an apprentice and made her a heroine. Kara Wai soon became a famous martial arts actress of Bernard Shaw.
Although the word success sounds simple, the process is really hard.
When filming "Army of Pranks", there was an action scene that asked Kara Wai to jump from the fourth floor. In the case that the protective measures were not in place at all, Kara Wai jumped down, bang, and broke two bones in his leg before he was willing to leave after filming.
While filming raiders of the lost ark, Kara Wai jumped from the16th floor alone. At that time, the stuntman refused to do that scene. She said, "well, don't delay, I'll do it myself." I stood there and found it so high that I regretted it very much.
Unable to jump by herself, she said to the martial arts coach, "Leave me alone and kick me out with one leg", and then he really kicked Kara Wai out. At that time, Kara Wai, who was only wearing a vest protective shell, was inserted into the bone by debris.
But afterwards, she just said that the camera was beautiful.
Kara Wai said that early actresses in the circle wanted to be popular, either by pillows or fists. And she just insisted on relying on fists instead of pillows from men.
In those glorious years, Kara Wai only accepted plays by great directors such as Zhang Che, Li Hanxiang and Liu Jialiang. When she was most famous, she could make nine plays a year, and all the celebrities in Hong Kong were crazy about her.
However, the good times did not last long. In just ten years, Hong Kong Kung Fu films began to decline, and literary films and romance films began to occupy the market. Kara Wai's image of "beating women" actually became a stumbling block to her acting career, and she fell directly from the first line to the third line.
In the face of difficulties, Kara Wai did not give up. At the age of 28, she went to Paris to take a group of nude photos. Before filming, she stressed that she must show it. She thinks that her appearance and figure are not inferior to those of female stars such as Maggie Cheung, and she must let everyone see the other side of her "beating women".
However, this attempt was not only unsuccessful, but also criticized by her boyfriend, so Kara Wai broke up with her boyfriend.
Without a first-line role, Kara Wai would rather not take the role, so after two years, everyone gradually forgot her.
At the age of 39, she suffered from severe depression. She committed suicide by swallowing medicine at home, and was foaming at the mouth when her sister found out.
After waking up, Kara Wai took medicine for nine months. After her illness improved, she went to the Chinese University of Hong Kong to enroll in short courses and learn everything from English to Feng Shui. She said that since she is not dead, she should live well.
In 2003, 43-year-old Kara Wai made a low-key comeback and joined TVB. She put down her own shadow, regarded herself as a new actress, became the strongest green leaf of TVB, and gradually became an old opera bone.
At the age of 49, Kara Wai stood at the peak of her life again. She won the 46th Golden Horse Award for "Best Supporting Actress" for her role as the mother in demons, and won the second Hong Kong Film Awards the following year.
Standing on the podium of the Oscar ceremony for the first time, she was 22 years old and very calm.
After a long baptism of 28 years, she shed tears when she stood on the podium for the second time. She said that I had been waiting for so many years, and it was really me. How can I not cry?
In 20 17, she stood at the peak of the Academy Awards again with the movie "Luck is Me", so excited that she fell down as soon as she took the stage.
In the same year, she also won the Taiwan Golden Horse Award for Best Actress for "Blood Goddess of Mercy" and became a highly regarded actress.
But is it all easy?
She has to eat, go to jail, take nude photos and swallow medicine. She has experienced ups and downs in her family and career, but she still hasn't bowed to her fate.
The desperate cousin in The Goddess of Mercy is really like Kara Wai. When she sang "The waves flow and the rivers in Wan Li never stop", the atmosphere and grace will never be forgotten.
For example, she is nearly 60 years old this year, and her life is becoming more and more naive. She shoots her favorite movies and occasionally eats and chats with her family and friends.
Suffered hardships, suffered beatings, endured red and purple, cured depression and looked down on life.
Sanmao said that life is like playing poker. The one who plays the best is definitely not the one who wins the most times, but no matter what cards God has arranged for you, you accept them frankly and try your best to play your own level, which is the real winner.
So, you are reading this article.
If you or people around you are suffering from pain, depression or all the ups and downs, so that you fantasize about death to end your life.
Then please tell them or yourself.
Death is the greatest punishment in the world, and it is also the greatest sin. We would rather bear the pain and disaster in the world than come to this.
Don't give up all hope in any adversity. If you are not dead, you can come again.
Do not underestimate yourself. Everyone is the creator of his own life. On his own stage, you are a legend.
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