Your fear has nothing to do with Feng Shui and cannot be explained by Feng Shui.
From a psychological point of view, if you have been afraid of certain things since you were a child, it means that you have phobia (fear of certain things, but it does not affect your life). You should Find the reason for your fear. This is related to the fright you suffered when you were a child. Only by finding the reason can you find a solution. You can also seek help from a psychologist and let them help you. By changing your cognition, you can solve your fear. of.