It seems that one day I suddenly found that every day when I go to school or go home, there is always a little girl behind me, eating snacks and constantly greeting some people on the road.
Suddenly one day, she followed me, took my arm and started talking to me, giving me her snacks.
Oh, we live very close. Oh, I've seen you. You are in Class Three. Oh, let's go together later.
It's like spring comes suddenly, everything grows, and a small tail grows on my tailbone.
Small tail and I are inseparable, and don't think I'm weird at all. Small tail took me to her house and asked me to call her mother godmother. Little tail comes to my house to sleep with me, eat my snacks and hug my doll when she is at odds with her family. Later, Little Tail took me into the crowd and made so many friends with her. We eat together, get together, have a spring outing together, learn to play together, grow up together, tell each other all the little secrets, and then pat our heads and tell each other, it doesn't matter, I'm here.
I am no longer a lonely child, but a girl full of girlfriends' love.
For so many years, she accompanied me, educated me, comforted me, and made me grow from a self-imprisoned, evasive child to an adult who would not disappear even in a crowded crowd. I'm sure she was sent from heaven to save me.
Until one day, I don't know why we quarreled. As usual, she touched my head and said, a girl with birth defects like you will really grow up to be a person with incomplete views.
My favorite person, my savior, threw me away from a broken world to a beautiful paradise a few years later, and shot the darkness I had never touched in my life with the most difficult secret in my heart as an arrow.
It is such an experience.