Second, ask no, don't be afraid of cold eyes and ridicule. There will always be people who will see you pay silently in your efforts, and you will have the opportunity to make great efforts at an appropriate time!
Third, think more, think more, think more, don't be impulsive, you can chat with friends around you and brainstorm!
Fifth, listen to parents' opinions. Don't think they don't know anything After all these years, your parents have not lived in vain, and they will never harm you!
Wish you all the best!