Since I was a child, I have had many things that are difficult to let go of. But as I grow older and experience more, I have gradually let go of the things that I could not forgive and let go of a long time ago. I know Life is repeated in constant care and letting go. I know how to care and let go.
Talking about the thing that bothers me the most in my life, it sounds incredible, but it really happened to me. I don’t even want to tell outsiders about it. When I mentioned it, I felt it was too contrary to morality and human ethics.
This happened seven days after my father died. But we have to start from the day my father died.
When my father passed away, my only uncle rushed over as soon as possible and hired a Feng Shui master he knew well to help handle my father’s funeral affairs. My uncle's life is not rich. He is sick all year round and needs to take medicine and injections and be hospitalized. The same goes for my aunt. Their expenses are basically spent on medicine, but they have no income and only a meager pension, so their life is stretched. But when my father passed away, he withdrew the remaining five hundred yuan of his pension, kept one hundred for himself, and gave four hundred to my mother to meet his urgent needs. I'm always grateful to hear my mom talk about it.
The Feng Shui master that my uncle hired was also a professional, at least in my opinion, and very responsible. He helped me at my house for two days and one night, and he was watched by my dad all night. Incense burner, he didn't sleep all night, my mother felt very sorry to see him.
Then at dinner the next day, my husband asked me if I had a boyfriend, and I said no. He said that he happened to know someone, and his son at home didn’t have a girlfriend. He wanted us to meet and bring us together. My uncle also heard it at the dinner table and was very supportive.
On the first day of my father’s seventh year, I went to visit my uncle’s house and brought him fruits and snacks as a thank you for his hard work. My uncle said that he had made an appointment with that family, and his family would come to the house in the afternoon and let me meet his son. Maybe we would be destined to get together. When I heard it, I was not happy at the time. That day happened to be my father's first birthday. You actually asked me to go on a blind date on the day of my father's first birthday. Have you considered my feelings and have you respected my deceased father? Thinking of this, my heart was completely chilled. I couldn't imagine that my uncle would do such a thing.
But out of respect for my uncle, I met the family at home in the afternoon and left without saying a word.
That boy is my current boyfriend. When I mentioned this to him, he felt very guilty and said that if he had known about it, he would not have come to see me even if I had beaten him to death.
Later, my aunt died of a serious illness. I saw him bursting into tears at my uncle’s house. I thought about his hard work for half his life, his love for me since childhood, and my boyfriend who loves me very much now. , I could no longer hate him, and at that moment, I was completely relieved that he asked me to go on a blind date.
Life is short and nothing is too difficult to live with. Only by knowing how to let go can you have a broader life.