Your own? Feng shui? , controlled by yourself.
If everything goes wrong, it must be your own fault.
It is better to rely on yourself than to seek help from others.
These days, I began to listen to Himalayan "Why Mao Zedong". When listening touches my heart, I can't help crying.
This audio book album, from the birth of Chairman Mao to his last breath, is mixed with various comments on Chairman Mao, but it is still relatively objective. Now it is said that Chairman Mao is about 20 years old.
A generation of favored children, his fighting power is innate.
Ignorant people are always determined, and people with will are determined.
From this perspective, when I was in junior high school, I didn't know what ambition was. The teacher's questions in class made me make up my mind. I thought for a moment, and said, We should make great efforts to carry out education reform in China. But when I was in college, I didn't choose to study in a normal college.
Later, my ambition changed occasionally.
Up to now, I have suddenly lost my ambition, but at the moment I am in no hurry to make up my mind.
I have no ambition at present, because I found myself too ignorant before.
Ignorance is a terrible thing.
There is nothing to envy about going to graduate school.
Others envy, just because others haven't read here.
Just like people outside Peking University, no one dares to criticize Peking University.
Generally, people with higher vision than me can see my ignorance in a few words.
A person's real knowledge lies in knowing what he knows and what he doesn't know.
I am ignorant in knowledge, life, emotional intelligence and IQ.
My ignorance has something to do with the wrong reading order when I was a child, and it has something to do with my natural seemingly paranoid, but actually timid.
Growing up, my growth was not systematic.
The only thing I do well is to obey.
This kind? Be obedient? , was born.
Although there was a father at the moment of birth? Prefer boys to girls? My feelings changed instantly, but I know my parents love me.
I also have an innate sense of superiority, and I have never felt anything unsatisfactory.
I'm no longer confused about why I don't want to make up my mind now. The subconscious has told itself before it is determined, is it possible that this life is like this? Useless? All right.
You still have to go your own way, whether it is bumpy or smooth, you must go on with a smile.
Maybe some friends will think that I am here every day? Talk about it? What are you doing?
But what I am doing now is still very meaningful to myself: sorting out my thoughts and giving myself instructions.
As for what to do in the future, what to do depends on the result.
A person's life should be spent like this: looking back, he will not regret wasting his time, nor will he be ashamed of doing nothing; In this way, on his deathbed, he can say: My life and energy have been devoted to the greatest cause in the world? Fight for the liberation of mankind.
Paul, the hero in How Steel was Tempered? What Kochakin said.
In high school, this passage was the title page of my diary? Motto? .
I don't know why, but I don't know why
Wait and see, do one thing, look for it and do it without hesitation.
Never mind what others say, just believe in yourself.
After listening to Chairman Mao's story, I feel worse than when Chairman Mao was ten years old.
Compared with Chairman Mao, am I born? Coward? .
Cognitive, there are also worlds apart.
My essay is published here: on the one hand, I want my friends to see if there is any noise, and I hope my friends can point it out in time if I have any problems with my thoughts; On the other hand, it is self-reflection, self-reflection on current life, and pushing forward.
There are too many difficult things in the world, but they must be done.
Don't let yourself be greedy in the future, but make up your mind to do something.
As for how to do it, I may have an epiphany one day.
Author: Xia Mo
WeChat official account: Xia Mo Life Essay
This article is an original article, the copyright belongs to the author, and it may not be reproduced without authorization!