This sentence comes from Mr. Wang Shuo's Half Flame and Half Seawater, because I happened to see this sentence and went to see Mr. Wang Shuo's works. I admit, I was attracted by the title. I have heard of Mr. Wang Shuo's works before, but I have never touched them specifically, let alone seen them. When you open a book, you can't stop reading the first one.
This article tells the story of a gangster named Zhang Ming who met a female college student Wu Di by chance, and all kinds of routines made Wu Di fall in love with him. But Zhang Ming thinks that he has seen through life and will not fall in love with anyone. He indulged himself because he had liver disease. In the evening, he pretended to be a policeman with his friends to blackmail those customers and experience the pleasure of making big money and taking risks. Wu Di is deeply rooted and thinks he can influence Zhang Ming. Later, he knew that Zhang Ming didn't love her, and since then, he has fallen into depravity and all kinds of soliciting and pimping. It was not until their crimes were finally revealed that Wu Di committed suicide. Zhang Ming is in prison and is seriously ill. He served his sentence outside the prison, but he was condemned by his emotions and conscience every night. Run south.
On the boat, I met Hu Yi, a female college student, and a seven-eight meeting scene similar to Wu Di. The girl's simplicity and personality are similar to Wu Di's. However, she is not Wu Di. Zhang Ming is in love with her. I don't know if it's true love or trying to make up for what I owe Wu Di. Maybe Wu Di's death aroused her feelings. Hu doesn't love him either. Being cheated by two people pretending to be writers, he left sadly. After Zhang Ming sent Hu Yi away, he found these two people who pretended to be writers and sent them to prison with tricks. It turns out that they are fugitives from gang rape. The truth came out. One of the details is that Zhang Ming burned the address left by Hu Yi.
After reading the first half, you will fall in love with Zhang Ming for Wu Di and sink into it. In the end, you will be shocked by the fast pace and strong feelings. I can't help asking, what does Wu Di love about Zhang Ming? But this is love. There is no reason, no theory to prove, no data to analyze. Sadly, Wu Di's love didn't melt Zhang Ming's cold heart. She begged, suffered, saved, and humble herself to the dust. Zhang Ming's lack of love and his ruthlessness made this good student at school go to the point of no return. She was as drunk as a fiddler, so crazy that she solicited customers to sleep with her. She wanted to arouse his anger, and he cared, but he didn't care. Finally, she chose to know herself and let the blood flow all over the room. She was relieved. She succeeded. Zhang Ming will never forget a girl named Wu Di, who was once as bright as light, because she fell into endless darkness.
Then he met Hu Yi. The wind and water turn, who will heaven spare? When he met such a beautiful girl as Wu Di, he was tempted. But Hu is also Hu, and Wu Di is also Wu Di. They are alike again, but they are not alone after all. Zhang Ming fell in love with Hu Yi. He was unmoved and even laughed at his uncle's deep love. "You are still young and beautiful." In the same sentence, when Zhang Ming told Wu Di, he was still young, so he wanted to pass the buck. When talking with Hu Yi, he was no longer young and had experienced many things. His tone is distressed and concerned, but the young girl is dismissive.
No one can always be young and beautiful, but some people are always young and beautiful. When the pusher of time pushes you to the end of time, when you look back, what you lost is what you have lost, what you can't get is what you can't get, and what you pursue may be nothing. However, the happiness you pursue will always stay in your heart.
Wu Di has no regrets.
She pursues love with her life, which is short and gorgeous.