What you said is mysterious, pretending to be a ghost. This must be a prophecy drawn for you by a temple or Taoist temple. It is about summing up your personality and life experience, saying that you are smart, but life is accompanied by misfortune, which means misfortune, dependence on happiness, happiness and misfortune.
These are ambiguous things. Who is not like this in a person's life? Opportunities and challenges coexist, and failure and success turn each other. There is nothing to believe. Just do your best.