I worry about cooking every day. I don't know what to do. What should I do? thank you

Eating is necessary for the human body. I think it's your mentality. You don't want to cook at all, so you are worried. You should correct this mentality. I think my cooking is delicious anyway, because it is the result of my own labor. Even if you don't do it well the first time, there will be a next time. Isn't this a progressive process?