The anxious interview was finally over, and I was a little nervous when I won the first prize in the lottery. But perhaps because of this, I feel a little less restrained. When I answer questions, I feel much better than when I practice at home. In fact, I am quite satisfied with the score I got.
I have been working hard for two months, from preparing for the self-taught exam in September to applying for a new job and then applying for a public institution. I had too many goals, but I didn't choose to give up. Giving up is a very simple thing, but I have no choice. Even if you try and get nothing, you can't give up on your own initiative. I passed three self-taught exams, passed the written exam of public institutions, and participated in the interview today. The next step is to wait.
Waiting will be a long process, but I seem to have learned to be calm. I naturally yearn for stability and security, but I don't want to force fate. However, we still have to work hard. When we have tried, we will never regret whether we succeed or fail.
Of course, many people will say that this is a relational society and everything has been decided. Indeed, under the big network of China, there will be various phenomena that you and I can't control. Some people may start higher and go further with the help of others. But, so what? If life is a big stage, then all this is just a part of the game, not to mention that there is no absolute fairness in this world, only relative fairness. If we can't change everything outside, we must change our hearts and then use our influence to contribute to the beauty of this world.
There are many truths that I understood when I was a child. I can quote classics when writing or discussing. However, what you read on paper can't compare with what you experienced in reality after all. Still have to go through the process of believing, doubting, hesitating and believing again. God says that rebirth is eternal life, so when I firm my eyes again, it will be my new life. What do people want in this life? It seems that every age will have different answers, and we won't really find our own answers until the end of our lives.
I believe, so I will be happy. I lost my happiness in those years and wasted my time in hesitation and hesitation. Now, I want to find my own light.
You praise, it is difficult to bloom; You curse, it is difficult to bloom.
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