Tang Jiasan's short stories deviated from his understanding.

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Text/Tang Jiasan Shao

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The luxury bus is driving at a constant speed on the expressway, but the car is very lively. We are all young people, so it is natural that many people are excited when the company finally organizes the tour.

Last year, the company experienced many difficulties. Everyone has been nervous for a year, and now they can finally breathe a sigh of relief.

As the saying goes, "before and after", the most comfortable front row position on the bus naturally has the position of vice president of the company leading the team.

I sat by the window, with my elbow leaning against the lower edge of the window, and my eyes projected on the dancing scenery outside the window. Looking at the beautiful scenery of farmland and mountains, my heart didn't feel the slightest peace.

I am not an impulsive person. Before I met Xuan, I never agreed with the feeling of "love at first sight". She was sitting in the front row, too, but on the other side of the bus, I didn't dare to look at her because I was afraid I couldn't take my eyes off her again.

The first time I saw Xuan, I was shocked by her. She is above average height, with a round and smooth figure, fair skin and natural fragrance ... It seems that the creator has crushed my perfect wish.

She is five years younger than me. She just joined the company and is an ordinary clerk. At first sight, the feeling of soul singing took root in my heart.

Is it an illusion? When I saw her for the second time after ten days of business trip, I was absolutely sure that "love at first sight" really existed. No matter what others think, in my eyes, the porch is so perfect. She has a big personality and never cares, but she never makes mistakes in her work. It's the feeling that she was stupid when she was still smart.

I tried to get close to her and even jokingly told her that you are my type. You see, I am 1.9 meters, and you are 1.68 meters. How harmonious we are.

She smiled at me and whispered to me, married man, fly away.

Yes, I already have a lover, and I also have the crystallization of our love, an angel-like eye. I love my wife. Although years of love have turned into feelings like family, family ties are more difficult to give up than love, not to mention the strong feelings between us.

Standing at the age of 30, I have most of the things that a 30-year-old man yearns for, such as money, status, wife and children ... but sometimes, wandering in the middle of the night, I still feel that emptiness. This may be the common hope or desire of men, but I am absolutely sure that when I first met Xuan, all emotions had fallen in love with her, both hope and desire.

I think I'm in love with her. Love is light love, and love is deep love. I love her because I like everything she has.

I don't know if she loves me, but at least, she shouldn't hate me. The company's exit may really be an opportunity. I want to take this opportunity to tell Xuan that I love her. I didn't expect anything in return. I just don't want to talk about it anymore. I'm afraid something will really go wrong.

This is a little thought in my mind during my trip. I wish I could do something to ease my mood. As for how to develop after I told her, I have no time to think and pay attention now.

Of course, what an amazing nightmare it would be if I knew that the next development had nothing to do with my emotional composition, and I would realize the absurdity of these feelings at this time.

It's a pity that I continue to dream my little dream and wait for the time to be closer to that disaster.

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I also said.

The king of lost women

Yushu windward snow

Time flies 6 | 2

The destination of this company tour is Wuzhen, a place with strong flavor of Jiangnan water town. Wuzhen is a small river, surrounded by quaint wooden houses built by the river, with many quaint and unusual things flowing. Occasionally, a stone bridge connects the two sides of the strait, forming a moving picture of the Republic of China.

We live in a homestay in Wuzhen, Zhaxi. After the relocation, there are no residents here. The building has been renovated, but it is still blue bricks and gray tiles, and the doors are blocked with wood blocks.

The moonlight is good tonight. It rained two days ago. Although the weather is fine, the stone road here seems to be as wet as it has been for thousands of years. There is only one street lamp in the distance, which is very dim. In order to create an antique effect, a red double happiness was posted at the entrance of the hotel, which was blurred under the street lamp, and the whole hotel was shrouded in a faint fog. I can't help shivering. When I stepped on the floor of the hotel, this inexplicable chill became worse, as if heavy moisture penetrated my soles and surrounded me.

The humidity in the south of the Yangtze River is too heavy for a Beijinger like me to adapt to.

It was nearly midnight after dinner, and some people fell asleep. Some energetic people gathered in the hotel book bar, one after another. Of course, I followed Xuan and his gang. There are 1 1 people playing cards around the oven.

I didn't participate. I can't concentrate on playing games on mysterious occasions. I might as well concentrate on her instead of losing money.

She is really beautiful, different from the traditional beauty, I think it is a kind of beauty to please me. If everyone's aesthetics are different, it must be the most difficult to meet their own aesthetics.

But I can only watch. I have to keep this distance. I used to tease her unscrupulously, because I had no distractions in my heart, but now I can't.

I dare not say anything, any ridicule, I am afraid to say what I think, so I dare not even approach.

I hope I won't be unfamiliar with her and misunderstand her, but it may be a good thing for her and me. Watch it while you can. When she is not alone, I'm afraid I don't even have the courage to look.

I have been looking at her quietly, and I am not bored at all. By the middle game, the outcome was already obvious. Xuan is not good at card games and frowned. I sniggered, wondering if I should mention it.

Suddenly, the phone rang.

When I opened it, I was a little surprised, because the caller was a person who didn't come often. He was very unreliable on weekdays and it was difficult to contact. As far as I can remember, after I met him, he never called me voluntarily. I called him 10 times, and it would be nice to get through 1 time.

What does this man want with me in the dead of night? I hesitated, but I answered the phone, because I have obsessive-compulsive disorder to answer the phone.

There is a vague southern accent on the phone. That's right. I asked angrily, "Nanpai, why are you interested in calling me?" Is your phone anxiety better? "

"Cut the crap and tell me, are you playing poker?" Although the voice of the other party is vague, it is very urgent and anxious.

I paused, looked around and even looked at the window, wondering if this guy was in this hotel. Wuzhen is close to his hometown.

"Yes, what's the matter?" I asked.

"Look at the table. Did someone just hit three' 6' s? "

I remember this step. Just now, someone played three "sixes" on Xuan's card. I scolded 1, more confused. I also looked up at the roof, but it was obvious that he was not hanging from the ceiling.

"What's the matter? How did you know? Are you in Wuzhen? Stop playing games and let's go out for dinner now. " I clearly heard the other person gasp: "Did someone really hit three' 6' s?"

"Where are you?" I asked grumpily, a little impatient with the people who disturbed me to see the Xuan.

"No, I just had a dream that you were playing cards. This dream is a bit strange and makes me very uncomfortable. I thought about it for a long time and still felt uncomfortable, so I called you. Are you really playing cards? "

"Really." I don't know. This man likes what God talks about. I don't know what is wrong with it. "Stop playing-"

"Listen to me carefully. Are you playing cards with people from the company? " The man didn't let me go on, and his tone became worse.

I "hmm": "company tour."

"How many people are playing?"

"1 1 person. What's wrong? "

"Do you have any new employees in your company? That a few are I know, Xuan, fox ... "He said a string of names.

I took a look at this group of people and gasped. We are a cultural company, and this guy has business dealings with us. Everyone in the company is familiar with him, and everyone he said is present ... Did he really dream about this scene here?

I can't help it. It's not the first time I've been fooled by him. I can't give in. My heart says.

"Tell me straight out, what happened?" I'm getting a little impatient.

"Counting cards, counting cards immediately. I tell you, if there are seven cards missing, you should leave that hotel at once. Then call me again. "

After that, the phone hung up, and I was puzzled. Is it a new prank? But judging from his tone, it seems not this time. I looked out of the window and in the house to make sure he was not near us, and my heart began to whisper. And I know him, he is definitely not the kind of person who will joke without a bottom line.

At the end of the game, I went up to help them shuffle the cards. Look at the remaining two hands, adding up to only 13 cards, so they began to count cards while shuffling.

There are 54 playing cards in one deck, and we used 4 decks in one deck, making a total of ***2 16 cards. Excluding the 13 cards that have not been played, there should be 203 cards.

I counted and joked with them, and my cold sweat broke out. I only have 196 playing cards in my hand, which is really seven cards short.

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I also said.

The king of lost women

Yushu windward snow

Time flies 6 | 3

I rubbed my face and thought of a hundred reasons to convince myself that it was untrue and impossible. But I can't. My reason tells me that I should listen to that man this time.

I stood up and said to them, "Ladies and gentlemen, I have some bad news. The hotel will lose power tomorrow. My vice president decided to give you a better hotel break, and the company will fully subsidize the difference. Let's wake up our colleagues who have rested. Tonight we will go to the best hotel here. "

"Ah, what the hell?" There are many complaints, and it is obvious that fatigue makes them no longer care about the quality of the hotel.

"Don't' ah', hurry up." I clapped my hands to see everyone lose their cards and stand up. I immediately went outside the hotel and dialed the phone back. I didn't answer the phone again. I called the fourth time before I got through.

I said, "Nanpai, don't fool me. I spent 40 thousand to change them into five-star hotels. " You must give me a reasonable explanation. "A voice from the opposite side said," Shit, there are really seven cards missing, right? "

"Otherwise I ignore you? What is this? "

"I just had a dream that you were playing cards. I know everyone there, but I find one of them very strange. I have never seen him, and I don't think he is with you. "

"Ah?" I recalled that he should have known everyone who played cards at that time, and there were no new people in our company.

"I counted them in my dream. One * * is 12 people playing cards, so I ask you how many people you are. When you say 1 1, I feel something is wrong. "

"12 people?"

"There was a thin middle-aged man with dark skin. I can't see clearly. I don't know that man. Do you know why I think he is definitely not with you? "

I shook my head and said, "Just say it."

"He is wearing ancient clothes." The other party said: "At first glance, it is not of this era. He sits in the corner, and you give him a card every time, but he has never played a card or played a card. But you don't seem to notice. "

"Where is he sitting?" My hands are cold.

"He's right next to the porch ..." Nanpai on the phone said, "No, I'd better tell you the truth. He is kneeling on Xuan's shoulder. "

"I can't see the specific situation clearly, but this state is definitely not normal. You'd better leave this hotel at once. " Nanpai finally said this sentence and hung up the phone.

I put down the phone and someone came out with luggage. A man said to me, "Boss, you go first, and I'll ask them to call someone else."

I nodded and lit a cigarette to calm down. I saw Xuan coming out from the inside and gave me a look with a strange look. Then she caught up with the team in front, and her back was a little wobbly.

What's going on here? Does psychological effect cause dizziness? I rubbed my eyes and looked at Xuan. Her figure looks really strange.

I took a deep breath, and an ominous feeling came over me. After a pause, I got through to Nanpai again. Instead, he was impatient and asked me why. I asked, "When did your dream wake up?"

"What do you mean?"

"You dreamed that we left this place, and then we were safe?"

Nanpai was silent for a while and said, "To tell the truth, I didn't. What happened? I only dreamed that you played cards. "

"The last part of a person's dream is hard to remember. So people always don't know how dreams end. I'm telling you, I think something is wrong with Xuan. She can't even straighten up when she walks. I think that man may still be lying on her back. Then it is useless for us to change hotels. "

I heard the voice of Nanpai in a chill again: "How are the others?"

"Everything else is fine."

"I think the safest way is not to disturb her nephew tonight. I will recall this dream carefully and see if there is anything missing. "

"She lives alone in this hotel?" My heart tightened, knowing that something was wrong here, something might happen to her. How can I leave her alone?

"Is she safe in the hotel alone?"

"I don't know, it's so late, I can't come and help you ..."

"No, you can't leave her alone. At least, I am with her. "

"Are you crazy? ! "

"I'm crazy! This has nothing to do with anything else. As a supervisor and a man, I can't let her face the inexplicable danger alone. "

Nanpai was silent for a few minutes. When I thought he would call me stupid, he sighed, "Since you have decided to do this, be careful yourself. I'll tell you what I remember right away. "

Hanging up the phone, I was thinking about how to make Xuan and I stay together well. They walked a long way, but fortunately Wuzhen is not big. I had an idea.

I caught up with them and told them that the boss only approved 90% of the money to change hotels, which means that one person will stay in the old inn, and we will draw lots to decide who will stay.

On the one hand, a girl said, why draw a sign? She can go now.

I immediately shook my head and said, "No, this is the embodiment of the company's culture, not to say that anyone who wants to endure it will endure it." A company is a system. Isn't the boss letting us travel just to reflect this culture? " The boss told me that we must draw lots. Either you convince everyone to keep my secret, or I don't want to be reported by me. "

I know that some of these people have coveted my position for a long time, so I have a good reason. Our boss is a terrible person, and no one dares to lie to him.

When we got back to the hotel, many people were ready to leave. When I told them about it, all these people collapsed.

I took out a box from my luggage and pointed to it and said, "This was originally the last day of the lottery. Now take it. Before I came here, I did statistics. Including me, the number of people taking part in this tour is 68. There are different quantities of white, red, blue and yellowcard in it. I will only leave a red card for a while and then send it to you. Whoever is sent a red card will stay. "

When I finished sorting out, the lottery began. The lottery is random and everyone will feel fair. When I took out the red card and gave it to Xuan, no one would have any objection. Of course, I know that I will definitely give Xuan a red card, because it is my own control-the red card is stuck on the upper corner of the lottery box with double-sided tape the size of a fingernail.

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I also said.

The king of lost women

Yushu windward snow

Time flies 6 | 4

Xuan stayed in my expectation, and we watched our colleagues leave and entered the hotel. To show my concern, I stayed to look at the room and said hello to my boss. I chose a standard room without windows in the corner. I didn't lock the door, so I closed it without locking it.

"Thank you, you go to rest and you will lead the team tomorrow." Xuan said apologetically that her figure was more wobbly than before.

"I'm not sleepy!" I easily shook my cell phone at her. "Wait for a business call. Have a good sleep. I'm going to sit in the lobby for a while. "

"Thank you!" She nodded gently and sat on the bed, but somehow, she bounced. If I hadn't held her in time, she would have fallen to the ground.

"It seems that someone pushed me." Her eyes are reddish and her face is pale. I want to have a person sitting on it.

"Did you design this?" She looked at me and said.

"What?"

"Don't be stupid. I'm not angry. I just want to know what your purpose is. " Xuan, look at me "My brother reminded me to be careful of you."

Brother? When did I offend your brother? My heart says.

My mind was "humming" and my heart said it was terrible. That's an excuse, isn't it? Has she already found out that I am unusual for her?

This girl is really smart, she is really smart. This kind of introverted wisdom can't be learned by others. How did she find out? No, it's okay. What matters is how should I answer her?

Honestly, it's so tasteless. Even if I tell the truth, she will only think that I am a liar with no taste. Ironically, I have a wry smile in my heart After thinking about it, perhaps the best way is to tell the truth from the bottom of my heart, and this situation may still be muddled through.

"Xuan, you are my type." I said. "Maybe it's a little too much, but I want to be alone with you for a while ... just like the last few minutes."

She winked and shrank into the quilt. "You are also my type." Her answer surprised me, but the burning feeling made me feel very comfortable, and I forgot the danger that might happen soon. But then I realized this was my chance to protect her. I asked a very corny sentence, "Do you believe in love at first sight?"

She looked up at me, and naturally her eyes seemed a little more flustered. "hmm."

Her "hmm" voice is very beautiful, and I always feel as if it is acquiescence. Even if my purpose is not like this, I feel warm after listening.

I nodded to her affirmatively. "You are my love at first sight."

She smiled, which means I'm stupid. She whispered, "Jun was born before I was born, and I was old when I was born. I hate being born late in June ... If you say that again, my family will definitely not let you go. "

I can't help laughing. "am I that old?" I looked down at me shaking hands with her and said, "Be my girlfriend tonight. I'll watch you and do nothing."

At this moment, an unexpected thing happened to me. She suddenly leaned over and leaned against my shoulder. "One night? If I can decide for myself, I may be able to give it to you. However, you and I are no longer on the same road. "

Shit! How did this happen? This is not my original intention, and it also violates my principles. I suddenly hope that Nanpai's phone will call me immediately and pull me out of this state.

In this state, even if I have Liu Xiahui in my heart, there can be no fighting against it.

At this moment, I obviously felt my heart moving towards my throat. Pushing her away, I felt a bit like the bitterness of lovelorn. But I tried to force myself to do so.

After waiting for a long time, I didn't hear her talk, and my clenched hand was exhausted. She actually fell asleep gently.

I'm a little disappointed. I let go of her hand, tucked her in and was about to help her arrange her hair. At this moment, a sudden voice came to mind unharmoniously.

"Boss, you are so bad! It's very kind of us, but you are a married man. Are you embarrassed? "

I turned my head in surprise. The girl named Fox stood at the door and looked at me with gherardini. Her eyes made me a little embarrassed.

"Boss, I think there is something wrong with your red card. Do you rich people like to play this game? However, this guy Xuan is like a blank sheet of paper. Please leave her alone. " As she spoke, she pulled me out of Xuan's bed and sat among us.

I said with a wry smile, "You misunderstood."

The fox seems a little excited, "misunderstanding? If I hadn't sneaked back, you might have done something else! Do you dare to say that you have no wild desires for Xuan? Boss, wake up. This is unfair to Xuan. "

The fox is right. Although I really want to protect Xuan, I do have other ideas. I stood up slowly and said to her in an unfamiliar voice, "I'm sorry, you're right."

I suddenly feel a pain in my heart, but I don't know if Cupid's arrow hit me or something else. Yes! I shouldn't have done this. It's unfair to her. I touched her heart. Even if I think I have a legitimate reason, I can't be responsible for this love at first sight. I walked to the door in despair. Suddenly, the phone rang.

It's that idiot from the South School. You said I wouldn't be so embarrassed if I called earlier, my heart said. I can't blame him I didn't manage myself.

I picked it up and asked, "Is there any progress?"

"Are you with Xuan?" He asked on the other end of the phone, his voice was urgent, but he had heard that he had calmed down.

"yes."

"You listen to me, I remember, if you are two people now, then you can go into the house. If you are three people now, you should leave there and walk into the street and never look back. "

"Why?"

"You don't have to worry, go. You don't want to save Xuan? "

I rushed into the street and people had already left. Wuzhen is unusually quiet at night. Nanpai said on the phone: "Now close your eyes and make everything dark."

I closed my eyes and he asked, "Do you see light in the dark?"

"I saw it." When I closed my eyes, I really saw a light in the dark. It is strange, red and far away from me.

"Run towards it." Nanpai road

"Why? Run with your eyes closed? "

"Yes, don't open it. Run to the light. Quick! "

"I will hit a tree or a wall." I scold.

"No, you believe me. If you want to save Xuan, this is the only chance."

I secretly scold, if you play me, I will skin you! I didn't want to get caught up in my heart, so I gritted my teeth and started running. Call if you say so.

I don't know why, after I ran for dozens of meters, the light really approached and I didn't hit anything.

I suddenly had an ominous feeling in my heart, and soon I ran to the edge of the light and rushed in.

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I also said.

The king of lost women

Yushu windward snow

Time flies 6 | 5

I opened my eyes and found myself lying in a hospital bed, wrapped in gauze.

The monitor around me has been pacing, and my parents watched me wake up and called the doctor in surprise.

I felt very tired, but my memory suddenly began to recover and flooded into my mind.

Car accident.

The bus of our company collided with a truck on the way to Wuzhen, and the bus caught fire.

There were screams all around.

Xuan's head broke the glass, so I went to hug her. We were both thrown out of the car together.

So ... is this all my dream?

No, it's too real.

"I want to call Nanpai." Three hours later, I regained my voice strength and said to my mother, "Please dial it for me."

My mother looked at me and shook her head. "You are the only one."

"What?"

"Only you survived."

I gasped, and unspeakable sadness welled up in my heart.

"No, I'm looking for Nanpai."

"Only you survived." Mom continued, "Don't you remember? Nanpai is also in the car. He is Xuan's brother. "

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