? Don't get me wrong, I'm not autistic, I'm just a little introverted and don't know how to get along with others. As for the reason why I don't know how to communicate with people, it goes back several years.
I should be about ten years old then. At that time, because my father was a music teacher, I was very sensitive to music and very talented. My father also wants to exercise my courage, so once there is any children's song competition, he will definitely sign me up.
? I remember that day when the contestants went backstage to draw lots to decide the order of appearance, I was next to a group of seven or eight-year-old girls. At that time, because my relatives in the background couldn't get in, I was lonely and wanted to talk to someone.
? So, I tried to talk to those little girls. I asked one of them in red, "What's your name?"
? At that time, I was full of hope. I thought I would start a new friendship. Unexpectedly, the girl looked at me warily and said, "Do I know you?"
? Me: ...
? I said that my thin mind was hit no less than ten thousand times.
? It was really capital letters. It was embarrassing. As soon as the little girl spoke, I regretted it. I can't wait to step back and slap myself, so that you can open your mouth and talk nonsense ... In short, it should be my most failed chat-up experience that I don't want to recall.
? Since then, I seem reluctant to talk to others. Maybe the shadows brought by childhood are all serious ... now I will say a word in my head three times before I make sure I won't get into trouble before I speak. This is also a kind of protection for yourself. ...
? When can I communicate with the unsuspecting people in the world? This may be an extravagant hope. ...