Letter to Ray * * *
Ray * * *:
Hello!
Pick up the pen in your hand, I know you can't get this letter. But I still can't help picking it up, and my heart hurts inexplicably. Slowly aroused the admiration hidden in my heart for many years. Countless stormy nights, I quietly looked at your photos. I think, has your once-nailed spirit really derailed from this society? I know you are willing to be a fool, a fool who seeks happiness for the people, with no regrets, and willing to sacrifice your precious life for the party and the people. I know this society also needs talents like you. I think it would be great if everyone could be like you.
You once said: "A person's life is limited, but serving the people is infinite. I want to devote my limited life to serving the people indefinitely. " It is this sentence that brings you into a world of tolerance and forgiveness.
I remember once, you studied in the dispatching room of the repair shop. It suddenly began to rain cats and dogs outside. At this time, you see the workshop dispatcher anxiously saying, "There are still six sections of wagon cement on the construction site that have not been unloaded. If they get wet with water, they will go bad. Please call someone to save them! " As soon as you listen, call twenty boys and cover them with your clothes and quilt. Everyone must build and move. The cement was finally saved, but your clothes and quilt were messed up by rain and cement.
Maybe you are really far away from us. In this era of glitz and money worship, morality is no longer respected, and I feel sad for the times. I'm ashamed of those who haggle over every ounce for personal interests. In this golden age of idols everywhere, I once asked my friend, do you know Lei Feng? They said, don't know you. I was shocked. Is the spirit of Lei Feng really abandoned? Is this ever-changing country rich and strong, but people's spirit is getting more and more indifferent? When I was a child, I often listened to the teacher tell your story. You have been honest and simple all your life, and you have served the people wholeheartedly. From then on, you are the idol in people's hearts and the great hero in my heart. Chairman Mao once said that he would learn from Lei. At that time, people also rushed to be proud of helping others. Now seeing someone robbing in the street, passers-by just look on coldly. When people encounter difficulties and troubles, they also pretend to be indifferent and ignore them. If your little interests are touched, you should fight for them, argue irrationally and disturb others. Standing on the bus, it's hard to see someone taking the initiative to give way to the elderly, and it's hard to see someone picking up the wallet and taking the initiative to find the owner and hand it over. Living in this society, most people wear hypocritical masks. Does the innocence and kindness of childhood really look silly now? And ray * * *, how do you feel when you see this scene?
How to take the road of life? I hesitated once. Nowadays, no matter the secular generation, it can be polluted. I will stick to my beliefs like you, because our motherland needs us. Lei Feng, I still have a lot to say to you. Once I didn't know what I was doing silently in the dark. Is it right or wrong? Today I finally understand, so I should have a noble soul in my ordinary life like you.
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A Letter to Ray * * * Part II
Lei Feng:
Hello!
Although, unfortunately, you left us, countless people like you stood up one after another. We remember the story of you staring at the storm and sending mother and son away. We remember the touching scene that you donated the saved 100 Yuan You to the disaster area. It is this energy that inspires people. Whenever I am tired of studying and want to be lazy, the scene of you throwing grenades again and again will appear in front of me. It is your persistent energy that gives me the motivation to forge ahead, and it is your words and deeds that accompany me to grow up healthily.
Grandpa Lei Feng, look! Look at the beautiful mountains and rivers of the motherland. It is because of you and people with energy like you that the mountains and rivers of the motherland are so colorful. If we say that we are blue sky, then you are clean white clouds. We are the flowers you have cultivated all your life. Watered by your energy of helping others, these flowers will send out fragrance and float to all corners of the country.
Now, you have been wandering for more than forty years. Today, when I lift my pen and tell you everything, do you know what this means? It means that you will not be forgotten, and your energy will remain in people's hearts forever. Look! Another generation of Lei Feng, in an extraordinary post, is playing an extraordinary story.
As we all know, our generation is very delicate, but we know how to help others, we pay attention to cultural cultivation, and we will not lack moral quality, believe us! We will stick to your post and be a screw that never rusts.
It's another spring season, and the wind blows up the songs that people write for you, and the birds sing your praises again. At this moment, I clearly heard a voice coming from people's hearts and gently infiltrating into my life. ...
Grandpa Lei Feng, you are in my heart forever.
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A letter to ray * * * The third part
Ray * * *:
Hello!
How have you been recently? Are you in a good mood? How was work? Everything is fine with you in that world!
According to your age, you should be called "Uncle Lei Feng", because I was not born when you were in your prime. When your glorious deeds spread all over the country, I was trying to get rid of all difficulties and steal melons from the production team. At that time, children from babbling to old people with white hair called you uncle. You are the uncle of the whole country, and "uncle" has become a symbol of example. No one can let tens of millions of people across the country walk behind you with uniform steps at the same time. The title of uncle is not only to distinguish generations, but also a kind of admiration, admiration and respect in childhood.
It has been 45 years since you left this world in a blink of an eye. According to our party's tradition of "celebrating once every five years and once every ten years", the 45th anniversary of your death should be celebrated in a big book, not to celebrate your death, but to celebrate your spiritual resurrection. Although I don't know whether people still admire, admire and respect you in the past, and whether the word "uncle" is still a symbol of example, I know that you can't be idle anywhere. At the moment, maybe you are helping your aunt cross the street, maybe you are putting on your own clothes for the little girl in the rain, maybe you are helping the station clean the waiting room, maybe you are donating money to the disaster area, maybe you are helping the five-guarantee households. ...
You have no heroic deeds in your life, but what you have done has made future generations toss and turn for years. In your deeds, there is no heroic content such as fighting floods and SARS, but let future generations describe your spirit as a hero.
When a voice becomes the unified voice of the whole nation, when a pace becomes the unified pace of the whole world, there is a little blindness, deformity and strangeness besides unity and friendship. So we saw the brand-new volunteer badge in Lei Feng Moon and heard that "Lei Feng has a different spirit and comes every March", so we saw the certificates and trophies used to sing praises through the luxurious glass window.
Is this still your original wish? Is all this the same as what you did? All this is not only a form, but also a form. Did it make you laugh happily under the grave?
Maybe you don't know that the world has changed a lot over the years. I think, at this moment, I should tell you the changes in the world in detail, lest you always complain that people have forgotten you, but I don't know whether I should be happy or depressed when I say the following sentence.
Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? The four modernizations are no longer a distant dream. In some areas, people's living standards have reached a well-off level. China has stepped out of the closed cage and joined the WTO. "Class struggle" withdrew from textbooks, and stability and development became the main theme of the times. People's living standards are getting better and better. Besides wearing mink and eating big fish and meat, they also eat delicacies and even civets. Adults and children always say "yeah" when cheering, except English mixed with Chinese ... all these will definitely cheer you up! Everything has changed, but family planning is still a basic national policy.
But at the same time, there are still some less festive phenomena and problems: millions of "big brothers" are laid off collectively, and there are more stalls at night, and there are more "riding donkeys backwards" in the street; Feudal superstition appeared, temples were filled with incense, and the fire of drawing lots for divination was lit; Pornography and drug abuse have been repeatedly banned. Kilns that have disappeared for decades are reopened. People all over the country played mahjong, and poppies found a market again. When officials get rich and have enough women, they start playing golf. Urban management is fiercer than tigers, and people began to kill urban management. ...
The world has changed, and it has become necessary to borrow a pair of discerning eyes, but it is still like looking at the moon in a flower and water in a fog. The world has changed, and many people sigh, "What kind of world is this?"
Do you know what a mistress is?
Do you know what a lady is?
Do you know what the two rules are?
Do you know why we should rectify the life style of leading cadres?
Do you know what a market economy is?
Do you know which part of people got rich first?
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If you were born today, would you get rich first? Do you still think about how to help others every day, regardless of your own wealth? You know that speculation and long-distance selling will be sentenced to jail, but do you know that these means are synonymous with hard work and wealth nowadays?
When "hatred and hatred" becomes "having milk is a mother", the class position becomes a sleepy dream; When "words and deeds are consistent" becomes "two sides and three knives", the revolutionary spirit becomes a joke; When "public neglect private interests" becomes "every man for himself, and the devil takes the hindmost", the proletarian style becomes crumbling empty talk, and when "putting all your eggs in one basket" becomes "protecting your sanity", the fighting spirit of the proletariat becomes lingering. In the face of a brand-new era full of cruel competition and intrigue, any position, spirit, style and fighting spirit have disappeared with the erosion of material desires flying high in people's hearts with the banner of personal liberation.
You don't understand. The world is changing rapidly. At that time, five-guarantee households became low-income households, reactionary academic authorities became experts and scholars who were increasingly striving for money, smelly Laojiu became a rich man who relied on his parents to support him, loafers became social elites, capitalists who crossed the street with rats became guests of the mayor, the red flag of the proletariat became a banner of reform and opening up, and reactionaries connected with foreign countries became the darling of attracting investment. ...
Serving the people is still loud, but it has completely become a slogan. "Give your limited life to serve the people indefinitely", which shines with heroic rationality, is no longer enough to force public servants to complete their work objectives, so they grabbed their ears and forced them to wear "three watches".
When an idea or doctrine relies on constantly strengthening the surface hardness to cover up its inherent weakness, these ideas themselves can no longer unify people's thinking, and the doctrine will disappear with the great impact of singing and dancing and bohemian.
Compared with most people who died less than a dime, you died a great death. However, no matter how great the death is, it can't compare with your existence. It is not that I am gloomy and enterprising, nor that I distort and deny greatness, nor that I am hopeless because of lack of spiritual motivation, but that I cannot correctly distinguish what is you, what is greatness, what is great death and what is ugly life.
On your 45th anniversary, there may be mobile billboards tirelessly praising your deeds on the street, there may be deafening speeches in the school report, and officials may talk about your spirit on large and small occasions ... But after the noise, everything will soon return to the old appearance, and you can only look at people 45 years later and do your own thing under your banner.
People die like lights, and many people with lofty ideals are full of lofty sentiments before their death, and will inevitably turn to dust after their death. You are very lucky. You have lit this lamp for half a century, and now the lampshade is still smooth and bright, but the wick is dead. All I can do is write you a letter. My light doesn't work, but it's hot. Give you some warmth! I wish you rest in peace!
Someone who really wants you to be resurrected like Jesus.
Wild Artemisia seed
6 February