? I used to believe in the influence of this appearance order, and felt that 1 and the last one were easy to suffer. But I often draw these two numbers, and I often feel that I am unlucky, until I successfully attacked the last number, which had an important impact on my life.
That was my interview for the teacher recruitment in the city. I got the last place in the group. When I got this number, I was a little panicked and felt hopeless. In the process of waiting, my heart became more and more nervous. So I don't want an interview at all. Sitting next to me was the last number of another group, and the two of us chatted quietly. The more we talked, the more congenial we became, and we even talked about a friend. I began to wait for the exam after two o'clock, and it was already past five o'clock when I arrived. I use a broken hand to make up. When I walked into the interview room, I was still a little panicked. I was still a little nervous when the interview started, but I told myself that the worst result would be failure in the interview, and I didn't want to go back to that town anyway. Maybe it's the chat while waiting for the exam that relaxes me, or maybe it's my own psychological hint. I am more and more relaxed, and my logic is becoming clearer. I have eye contact with the examiner from time to time. After it was over, there was no hope in my heart. After coming out, I waited for a while, got my report card and signed it. I looked at the score, it didn't look very high, and my heart was even more uncertain. A candidate who had finished the interview before asked me about my grades, and I showed it to her. She called me a high score. So I had the cheek to ask a few people who came out in front but wanted to see the scores of the candidates behind, and found that it was really the highest score among several people. I suddenly had a little hope. I didn't see the last candidate in the other group in the examination room, but after leaving the examination room, our friends tweeted each other and we added friends. After the results came out, my interview was indeed the first in the group, and the last number of the other group was also the first in the group. I'm really excited. I remember immediately changing the signature of WeChat: Success is not luck. I want to use this sentence to tell myself: there is no luck, as long as you put your mind right and take it seriously, there will be good results.
I still often draw lots after joining the company, or I often draw 1, but I no longer believe in that spell.
? Last year, I went out to compete on behalf of my school and won the first prize. I have to go out for training a week before the game, so I don't have time to grind classes. On the morning of departure, I was still grinding my class and got on the bus immediately after class. I trained during the day and prepared for the game at night. I was even more panicked when I learned that representatives from other schools had grinded it several times. After class on the day of the competition, I sat in my seat and watched other players' classes, so I was too tired to sleep. Fortunately, the final result was not bad, and I won the second place. Although I didn't get the first place, I was very satisfied. I feel that I have broken the spell again, and I am still a little happy.
Does the order of appearance matter? I think this is very important. But if your order is not ideal, relax and redouble your efforts.