Your business, it should be that Zilong hesitated and failed.
Moreover, it can be seen that you have ulterior motives for your "Zilong". You are like-minded, but Zilong doesn't mean that to you. You are just wishful thinking.
Although you are pursuing fame, marriage is still mixed with feelings, and your bad thing is feelings. If you don't protect the dragon, you will become a cripple. Therefore, bad luck is certain. Arguably, it should have been some time ago, and I haven't remembered it yet.