A green leather car clattered into the station, and a handsome 6-year-old boy sat reading his only picture book. Suddenly, a Kaonashi man took his book, and the handsome boy knew it was his father.
"Do you remember the words I asked you to recite?"
"Remember." Shuaishuai heard him say with milk.
"recite it again."
"Mom, don't go. I need you. I can't live without my mother. "
In fact, Xiao Shuai doesn't remember his mother at all. Since he was born, his parents have gone out to work. Father goes home occasionally, but mother never goes back once.
Although Xiao Shuai didn't want his mother at all, he didn't need his mother, but when his mother really hugged him, she said, "I'm sorry, Xiao Shuai, I'm sorry." Then when he decided to leave, Xiao Shuai was still crying at the top of his lungs. Perhaps, somehow, the young handsome has long felt that he will lose a love for life and never get it.
The scene changed again.
The moonlight shone on the field at the door, and the 8-year-old handsome boy lay prone on the window and looked at the outline of the dark mountain in the distance, with grandpa snoring in his ear. Everything was so quiet that the handsome boy began to be afraid. Can he really find his father? But he misses his father so much that he wants to find him. He prepared for the trip for eight months.
"I can, I am a soldier like Qiao Feng." Xiao Shuai silently encouraged himself, picked up the only worn picture book by the pillow, stuffed it into his schoolbag and slipped out of the door.
Wang Xiaoshuai's hometown is in a deep ditch. There are only a dozen families in the village, all of them are old people and children, and young people have gone out to work.
Wang Xiaoshuai's parents also went out to work early, and her mother was beautiful. She abandoned them when she met better people.
Now the handsome boy is only his father. He has to find him.
Although it is summer, the night in the mountains is still a little cold. Handsome sneezed and rubbed his nose. Which direction should he go? Which way did dad take him last time?
Handsome stopped and identified carefully. He was a little scared, but he said to himself, "No, Xiao Shuai is not afraid. The earth is round. Even if I can't find my father, I can always go home. "
So he threw a branch and walked in the direction it pointed.
I don't know if this is luck or misfortune. When the first ray of sunshine rose, Xiao Shuai saw the outline of the town on the hillside. In the soft light of the morning, it is gentle and vast. Handsome spread out his feet and flew in that direction.
Everything was so smooth, Xiao Shuai found the long-distance bus station in the town, went to the city, and secretly got on the train to Shanghai according to the road his father had traveled in his memory. He is closer to his father.
However, Xiao Shuai doesn't know that the years of small mountain villages are thousands of years, while big cities are ever-changing.
When Xiaoshuai stepped onto the platform of Shanghai Railway Station, he found himself lost. The conductor on the platform seemed to find that he didn't buy a ticket and kept looking at him as if he were coming. Xiao Shuai panicked and pretended that the child followed the adult. When the conductor stopped paying attention to him, he followed the crowd and did not know the direction.
With cleverness, Xiaoshuai slipped out of the railway station, but there was only 20 yuan left in his schoolbag.
He looked around blankly. The city is so big. How can he find his father?
But the most important thing now is that he is hungry.
"Boss, how much is the steamed stuffed bun?" Xiaoshuai found a street stall and timidly asked the boss that his head was not as high as the chopping board, only his eyes were as wet as deer.
"Two dollars for one, two?"
"Can you take half? Me, I'm too young to eat one. "
The boss looked at handsome. "Son, where's your mother?"
"I don't have a mother." Xiaoshuai smells the sweet smell of steamed buns and his stomach growls.
The boss coldly, "see you hungry, also said that you can't eat. Here, give you one. "
"Thank you, boss." Xiaoshuai jumped up and wolfed down.
The boss had no business, so he chatted with Xiaoshuai. "You don't have a mother. What about your father? "
"I just came to see my father. By the way, uncle, do you know how to get to the construction site of Deguang Building? My father works there. "
"Oh, son, you may have come in vain. Deguang Building was built a year ago. Your dad is definitely not here! "
"What shall we do?" Xiao Shuai cried with anxiety.
"Well, why don't I close the stall now and take you to see your father?" The vague boss said with a smile.
The handsome guy outside the dream was so anxious that he shouted, "Don't trust him, don't go with him!" " "
However, in the dream, the young handsome boy hung round tears and smiled sweetly: "Thank you, uncle, you are really a good man."
Outside the dream, Xiao Shuai is like a deflated ball, sitting alone in the dark, knowing that his life is gone forever, and he may never get rid of the fake name.
Scenes of the past rolled before my eyes.
The owner of the steamed stuffed bun shop sold him to a fraudster. This is a fraud gang, based in the railway station, collecting some young children for theft and fraud. Sometimes, in order to be realistic, they break their children's hands and feet, and pretend to be parents who treat their children and cheat the love of good people.
Xiao Shuai once resisted, but was frightened by repeated punishment. He can only silently say to himself: "If you stay in the green hills, you are not afraid of running out of firewood. Heroes should learn to crouch. "
In order not to be interrupted, Xiao Shuai is very good, making the play disgusting and rolling.
It may be the cunning of Xiao Shuai, or it may be that Xiao Shuai is too cute. This kind of cuteness is more likely to make people soft-hearted and cheat money. The liar couldn't bear to interrupt his hands and feet, which gave him a chance to escape from the thief's den.
13 years old. When Xiao Shuai first met Lao Zhang, he had been in the fraud nest for five years. The cuteness of children has disappeared from Xiao Shuai, who is going to puberty soon. He knew that there was not much time left for himself, either his hands and feet were broken or he was sold as a coolie, so there was not much time left for himself.
Although he wanted to ask the railway police for help many times, Xiao Shuai knew that the fraud gang had an insider, otherwise it would not have been allowed to wander around the railway station for so long.
But you can't just sit back and wait. Xiao Shuai must make preparations early. He eats a lot every day, so he is often beaten. He secretly exercises and runs every day, hoping to get out one day.
As soon as he saw Lao Zhang, he knew the opportunity had come.
At that time, Lao Zhang was undercover to track drug dealers, and Xiao Shuai was sharp-eyed At the moment of a gust of wind, he saw the gun at Lao Zhang's waist. He knew the opportunity had come. This is a policeman. He secretly observed Lao Zhang, noticed that Lao Zhang was following him, and Xiao Shuai had a plan.
The opportunity was fleeting, and Xiao Shuai took it by surprise and pushed away the fraudster behind him. Running all the way and Shuaishuai can even hear their own gasps in their ears.
"Dad." Xiao Shuai pounced on Lao Zhang, hugged him tightly and whispered in Lao Zhang's ear: "Come on, recognize that the man behind me is a trafficker. If you don't know me, I will say that you are a policeman, and the prisoner you follow will find you. "
"Son, why are you here? Come home with me. " Maybe it's only a second, maybe it's a long moment, and Xiao Shuai has lost his perception. All he knows is that this policeman is pulling him away.
Lao Zhang stuffed Xiao Shuai into the car. "How dare you threaten the police, impatient?"
Handsome or dizzy. When he heard Lao Zhang's roar, he was ecstatic and finally saved. He ordered himself to calm down and have more important things to do.
"Now is not the time to be angry, I know you are tracking the prisoner, but tracking the prisoner can't be you alone. I am in a hurry now. You have to hurry. The swindler will be transferred soon, and there are more than a dozen children trapped there. Believe it or not, please try. "
Lao Zhang finally believed Xiao Shuai, so he smashed the biggest fraud and trafficking gang of the year.
However, Lao Zhang will really become Xiao Shuai's father because of his "father". After trying to help Xiaoshuai find his father, Lao Zhang sent Xiaoshuai to an orphanage.
The day Xiao Shuai was sent to the orphanage was an unusually hot summer. Perhaps because of guilt, Lao Zhang played outside with Xiao Shuai all day until sunset, and the afterglow of the sunset reflected on Xiao Shuai's childish face, making his face unusually red.
Lao Zhang patted Xiaoshuai on the shoulder. "Here is very good. Uncle Zhang has a sister at home. It's really inconvenient. "
13-year-old teenagers are like mushrooms after rain, but tall people seem to fall with the wind, and their faces are tender. "Why didn't you send me to the orphanage?"
Lao Zhang froze, and the hand that stopped on Xiao Shuai's shoulder brushed him, as if there was dust there. "Go in."
Handsome didn't speak again, but turned and stepped into the door. Lao Zhang stared there for a long time, watching the child melt in the twilight of the sunset, and gradually the light disappeared and it was dark.
It's still raining outside the window. 15-year-old handsome guy lies in front of the window, praying that the rain will stop soon. Lao Zhang promised to take him to Ocean Park this weekend, but the annoying spring rain kept coming.
The handsome boy outside the dream knows that it is not the spring rain that he needs to worry about at the moment. He will encounter the most disgusting thing in his life, but he is unable to remind the handsome boy in his dream.
Two years in an orphanage has taught Xiao Shuai something, probably loneliness.
Of course, there is no shortage of food and clothing here. However, the laws and regulations are there, and it is clear who should do what. No one will abuse children, but if you want to seek care here, it is actually an extravagant hope.
In order to get the preference of aunts and teachers, children also struggle with each other, and more is the competition between peers.
Xiao Shuai is glad that he still has Lao Zhang. Lao Zhang is the only bright color in his lonely life.
However, Lao Zhang finally let him down.
Xiao Shuai can't remember exactly how things happened that day. In the dream, the man with a vague face was drunk and unconscious, and slowly approached the handsome guy who was watching the spring rain and hugged his waist.
"Good brother, let the teacher touch it. Very comfortable. "
Xiao Shuai was blinded by this sudden situation. He was trapped for some time and couldn't get rid of it. The feeling of his sticky fingers swimming on his back made him sick.
I am used to people's feelings and have been groping in society for so long. Between scratching and scratching, I want to understand many things.
He finally understood why so many boys like to revolve around Dong Datou, and they are trapped in each other just to get this deformed love.
Is handsome lacking in love? Lack, but who is handsome? He took "Qiao Feng" as an example. He's a punk who's been crawling around in a fraud hole for so long. How could he give in? When Shuai came back, Dong Datou had been beaten black and blue by him.
"Son of a bitch, you wait." Dong Datou rushed out of the door with rolling and crawling, and Xiao Shuai was lying on the ground panting. What should he do next?
Report to the dean?
Hehe, doesn't the orphanage know Dong Datou's character? If he doesn't know, how can he appear isolated by other teachers?
Even if I didn't know it at first, but now I know it, it's hard to say whether the dean will think about the reputation of the hospital and the children.
The handsome man leaned against the bed and lost in thought. He is not an ignorant child, but he has no strength to fight back. By the way, he can only ask Lao Zhang for help.
However, that day, it rained all night in the spring rain, and Lao Zhang did not show up. He is on a business trip again.
Wait, wait, everything is calm, just like that man is afraid of handsome.
However, Xiao Shuai began to be afraid.
It will be quiet before the storm.
However, he had no choice but to wait for Lao Zhang.
At last Lao Zhang appeared, but he didn't come to help him.
Shuai Shuai sat on the sofa opposite the dean, silently watching the wall clock in the corner, and the minute hand turned round and round, but the hour hand still did not move.
"Do you admit it?" The dean knocked on the desktop.
"I said I didn't steal it. You don't believe me. What can I do? " Handsome crossed his legs and said simply.
"So, you didn't call Zhu Xiaopeng either?" The dean raised his voice.
"It's really me. He deserved it. Shouldn't framing others be punished? "
"Whether he is framed or not is judged by the court, not the reason why you hit him."
"The evidence of others is in your mouth." Dong big head jumped out and shouted.
"Ha ha ha," Xiao Shuai suddenly laughed. "Dean, didn't you see? Zhu Xiaopeng is Dong Datou's lackey and a fake bitch lying under Dong Datou. Don't you know who Dong Datou is? "
"Shut up." Dong Datou, who is sitting opposite, is angry.
"Hum", Zhang Jun looked at Dong Datou. "Dong Datou said I stole his watch. Zhu Xiaopeng said he saw me steal it, but they were framed. Didn't you see? Are you afraid of the reputation of the orphanage being damaged? What are you, Dean? You are an accomplice of a rapist! How many children have been destroyed in your hands. " Zhang Jun suddenly excited, staring eyes stood up and pointed to the dean to scold.
"You, you did something wrong, stealing and hitting people, and even framing the teacher. You still have a reason. " Dong Datou stopped in front of the dean and made a gesture to defend the dean to the death.
Dean pushed Dong Datou away. "It is a fact that you hit people, and it is also a fact that you have no evidence to frame the teacher. It is also true that Zhu Xiaopeng found the watch in your drawer. Who do you think I believe? "
"Ha, ha, ha, but that's because I'm a fraud, you don't believe me, you seem to have a good reason. Well, even if I stole it, I played it. What can you do with me? I am a minor! "
"Bang-"
The door was pushed open.
"Little handsome!" Lao Zhang glared at Xiao Shuai. "Do you think so? You are really like what Teacher Dong said. " Lao Zhang said disappointedly.
Xiao Shuai stared at Lao Zhang's disappointed face, slowly turned to look at Dong Datou, and suddenly flew into a rage, tearing Dong Datou's hair and hitting the wall. "It's you, it's you, liar, you son of a bitch!"
"Little handsome!" Lao Zhang ran to pull open handsome, "let go, you did something wrong, blame your teacher. As your teacher said, you are really poor in school and society. "
Zhang Jun loosened Dong's big head and turned to Lao Zhang, his eyes were red. "You don't believe me, ha, ha, ha, you don't believe me. I hope you can come and save me. What am I imagining? You are all the same. " Xiaoshuai shook off Lao Zhang's hand and rushed out of the dean's room.
"Handsome boy, you wait." As soon as Lao Zhang greeted the dean, he rushed out to find Xiao Shuai, but he couldn't find Xiao Shuai around.
The final result of the incident was that Xiaoshuai was sent to a work-study school. He refused to see Lao Zhang, pleaded for him and adopted Lao Zhang.
Sometimes children are just so strange. The more you think I'm bad, the more I want to be bad to you. Smoking, fighting, poor study, Xiao Shuai has done everything. Every time Lao Zhang comes to see Xiao Shuai, Xiao Shuai always says, "Uncle Zhang, what have you heard about me?" In the best years of his life, Xiao Shuai spent all his time in anger with Lao Zhang.
18 years old, Xiaoshuai graduated, and the orphanage drew lots to allocate them a house. He dragged them to the most remote suburbs, and God knows what this house is for. He can't sell or rent, he can only live in it. But living here, he can't even find a job. Xiao Shuai can only take the house empty and find another job in the barber shop in the city center.
In this way, he spent half his life and accomplished nothing.