I was 18 years old when I met Lu Yu. At the best age, I met the best love.
After a long, hot and idle summer vacation, I finally waited for the long-awaited opening of the university, and my heart was clear, but on the first day of school registration, the weather was not so good, the clouds were overcast, and heavy rain could happen at any time.
On both sides of the main road of the school, there are tents to welcome students from various colleges, and there are enthusiastic seniors and sisters from various colleges.
I looked up with my suitcase, and all I saw were strange faces, which inevitably led to loneliness. Fortunately, I met a girl in the dormitory when I paid my tuition, so I had a companion. By the time we paid the bill together, it was raining cats and dogs. Our little umbrella can't stop the storm and we don't know the way to the dormitory at all. At the suggestion of our roommate, we turned to our senior sister in the Student Union for help.
There is only one person in the tent, and that is Lu Yu. He is writing with his head down, and his writing posture is a little crooked and not standard. When we were talking, Liu Yu looked up, her beautiful eyes bent into a crescent, and beautiful people looked good when they smiled. I thought so.
Liu Yuhe said hello to the people in the tent next to him, helped him have a look, then pulled up our suitcases and took us to the dormitory. One person was pulling two suitcases, and my roommate and I helped hold the umbrella. Helpless umbrella is too small, Lu Yu said: "You don't have to worry about me, just take care of yourself."
I feel sorry that the heavy rain wet his white T-shirt. Fortunately, our dormitory is not too far away. When I finally arrived, I was relieved.
It is understandable that the boarding aunt greeted Liu Yu warmly and seemed to like him very much. After all, good-looking people are welcome everywhere.
After seeing us off to the dormitory, Lu Yu left contact information with us and said, "If you need any help, please feel free to contact me." And left.
Then, the conversation with my roommate's little girl began.
"Really handsome, people are still so good."
"Yes, and I just saw that the seniors in the tent next to me are also good-looking." As a pure yan kong, I not only noticed Lu Yu who helped us, but also noticed those people with high values.
"Is there a standard for entering the student union to have a certain value?"
"I don't know, but it is possible."
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I didn't see Lu Yu for the next half month. His position was to help our enthusiastic and good-looking seniors.
2、
The military training lasting for half a month is finally coming to an end. I am very happy when I think of the next 1 1 day holiday. Even the military training in the last few days is like playing chicken blood.
The Students' Union came to deliver water to the new students this afternoon, including Lu Yu. I said hello to him when I got the water. He froze and smiled when he saw me, and I don't know why.
My roommate told me while drinking water, "It turns out that the senior has a girlfriend. It seems that I am hopeless. "
"How do you know?"
"Didn't you see the senior next to you?"
Birds of a feather flock together. Good-looking people are with good-looking people. At that time, I saw Lu Yu and senior next to me, and my inner thoughts were like this.
"You like him?"
"Yes, people are nice and handsome. How can I not like it? " When my roommate told me about it, he was not sad at all, because he realized that Lu Yu had a girlfriend. It's a pity. Seemingly for her, in fact, what he likes in his heart is the image of Lu Yu, not Lu Yu, but also others. It happened that Lu Yu appeared in front of him in this image.
This episode didn't affect my mood of going home, but when I got home, my mother's words completely hit me. "Did you dig coal back?" I didn't recognize you when you went home and didn't call me mom. Why is the military training so dark? "
Hearing this, I threw away my bag, looked in the mirror, and then cried and laughed. Sure enough, as my mother said, it used to be white and tender, but now it looks like it was drilled out of a coal mine. I didn't find it when I looked in the mirror every day at school. It is estimated that my classmates are generally black, which is not as obvious as the contrast. Strangely, this time I realized what Lu Yu was laughing at. I am in a bad mood in an instant.
3、
Holidays at home always pass quickly. Back at school, the girls in the dormitory complained that the military training was too dark and they were beaten when they came home.
After the fact that you are tanned can't be changed, the small mood won't last long. Students' unions and clubs in the school began to recruit new students. Growing up, I have never participated in this kind of school organization, so naturally I am not interested. Because of Lu Yu, my roommate wanted to join the student union and dragged me there. After I refused, my roommate signed up alone and tried to convince me until the night of signing up. I don't care. While sleeping, I accidentally received a message from Lu Yu. This is the first time he sent me a message. "Why didn't you come today?"
The inexplicable mood in my heart, like the mottled shadows of trees in high-rise buildings, is a little more cool in this hot summer. Joy, anxiety and speculation followed. Finally, I gave up all the ideas formed in my mind, said a few words and went to sleep.
I woke up in the morning and didn't get the next reply. It was the reply of "I don't want to go" last night, without even a reason. All the ideas immediately collapsed, and I really thought too much.
On the way to class, I signed up for two clubs, photography and literature. After receiving the publicity form, I went back to the dormitory to play computer, only one roommate was there, and everyone else didn't know where to go. Later, I learned that both of them soon had boyfriends, one was a classmate and the other was a classmate at the same level in the club, which was completely unexpected.
"You don't like Liu Yu? Why are you with the people in the club again? " I'm a little puzzled.
"He has a girlfriend, so I don't need to be so persistent." I replied this sentence and went out on a date.
I can't refute it. Just entered the school, there is not much overlap. How much affection can I have? It's definitely better to join a club together and meet each other every day.
4、
Then I received a notice from the photo agency, which happened to be the weekend. That day, I invited my classmates to have dinner together, and I stood up. I didn't get there until the second club activity.
When I arrived, the small activity room was almost full. I think it's all here. After I signed up, I didn't know who said, "So this is the legendary Ye Yun, and I finally met a real person." I don't know that man, so I want to know. I just didn't attend a club activity. How did I become a legend? Before the man could explain, the door of the activity room was opened again and Liu Yu came in.
"I'm sorry I'm late." He smiled and apologized to everyone. When he saw me, he said to me, "There you are."
In fact, the photography club doesn't have much to do, just discuss photography skills and help each other take some photos. Everyone has the same interests and hobbies, and the club activities are going well. In the process of talking with them, I know that Lu Yu is the vice president, and he took most of the photos of the club. After that, we drew lots in pairs to decide the weekend photo contest. As it happens, Lu Yu and I are on the same team.
After the activity, we had dinner together. I have officially met the friends of the club, and I feel that it is an ideal university under such an environment.
5.
That night, Lu Yu sent me back to my dormitory.
The night in late summer is especially gentle. I followed Liu Yu, racking my brains to think about whether to talk to him and what to say, but I thought for a long time and didn't come up with it.
"It seems a little white." Suddenly came such a sentence. I looked up, and Liu Yu was still ahead, as if he hadn't said this. But I clearly knew that someone must have told me, and then I thought of what he had laughed at me before. Some angry, some embarrassed, "Is that why you laughed at me last time?"
"I'm not laughing at you, I just think it's cute."
The inexplicable emotions are coming again. At that time, some words were blocked, and I couldn't find the right words to organize them, so I had to swallow them abruptly.
My friends say that I have a face that lets the right person in. I feel cold when I don't know it, and I don't know until I get familiar with it. It turned out to be a joke. This misunderstanding is actually because I am not good at chatting with unfamiliar people, I don't know what to say, I don't know anything about each other, it is impolite to pry into each other's private affairs rashly, and I can't find a chance to talk about things familiar to each other, so I can only give up what I want to say to bring our relationship closer.
"Why didn't you come last time?" Liu Yu suddenly asked again.
"I have an appointment with my classmates to have dinner together." I answered honestly, but I don't think I need to tell him about it.
"hmm." Liu Yu may think she asked a little too much, but she didn't say anything when she answered. So we silently went to the dormitory downstairs.
When he entered, Lu Yu said, "See you this weekend."
"Very good."
6.
The weekend when we agreed to take a group photo together came as scheduled. Habitual weekend can't sleep. When I woke up, it was already ten o'clock. I glanced at the unread message, which was sent by Lu Yu. "Good morning, ready to go out." The time is nine o'clock in the morning.
Get up quickly without waking up, wash as quickly as possible, and get ready to go downstairs. By the way, my name is Lu Yu. It is no use apologizing at this time. Lu Yu said, "It doesn't matter. Weekends are supposed to be bedtime."
Living on the first floor, I saw Lu Yu and his crescent eyes as soon as I went out. The best thing should be like this. When I was in a hurry, I looked up and saw you, smiling. That's when my love began.
Lu Yu took me to breakfast, which can actually be called brunch. Then, we went to the teaching building.
Our original plan didn't consider how far we had to go. The school is a new campus. At the end of summer, the summer heat has not disappeared, and the teaching building has air conditioning. There won't be many people on weekends, so it's the best place to take pictures.
I don't know anything about photography, even the basics. I just think it's funny. If those beautiful photos can be in my hands one day, I should have a great sense of accomplishment. After knowing that I don't know anything, Lu Yu patiently taught me some basic knowledge, including the choice of light angle, including lens debugging.
That day, I took my first photo with a SLR, and Lu Yu stood in front of me and smiled. It's not good-looking, and it's a little fuzzy. I don't know if the SLR is too heavy or too nervous.
7.
During the break, Lu Yu asked me, "Why did you report to the photography club?"
Maybe I feel that I don't know anything, and I can't even make the most basic clarity.
"Because nothing, just interested, so I want to know." Here's my answer.
"Then you still have a lot to learn. In order to take good photos, technology is very important. "
"hmm." I smiled and said, "Actually, I think good photos can be taken. Besides technology, scenery and people are also important. For example, in a messy environment, you can't shoot a good-looking picture or an ugly model. "
"That is. However, I have never photographed people before, and I usually shoot scenery. "
"Did you take my picture just now?" I feel a little happy to say this.
"That's for you."
Because of this sentence, the joy in my heart is gone. Besides, my girlfriend hasn't filmed it either. Why are you filming me? I comforted myself.
"You take pictures so beautifully, won't your girlfriend be unhappy if you don't take pictures?" After all, girls like to take pictures, and they all expect to have a boyfriend who can take pictures and take a bunch of beautiful photos for themselves.
"Who told you I had a girlfriend?" Liu Yu looks puzzled.
I have some doubts, too I am good-looking and have a good personality. So popular with girls, I don't have a girlfriend yet. "Isn't she the senior who sent water with you on the day of military training?"
"She is also a student union member and has a good relationship." Lu Yu said.
"Impossible, like you, it is unscientific to have no girlfriend?"
"There have been before, but not now."
This sentence has answered my question.
8.
Happy days pass quickly. Feeling 1 day is only 12 hours. No matter how reluctant I am, the day has passed.
After returning to the dormitory, I told my roommate that he didn't have a girlfriend. The roommate suddenly said, "Then you have hope!" "
"I never thought I would fall in love with him. I think he should have a good-looking and gentle girlfriend. " This is what I really think, and it is also my opinion of all good-looking and good people. People are grouped.
"You are not bad. Besides, don't you like him? "
"Yes, but ..."
"That's good. Don't always bring idealized things into reality. The reality is that maybe Lu Yu likes you, too. " My roommate interrupted me.
Sometimes, I feel too idealistic. Everyone likes beautiful things and wants everything to be perfect. However, even if the ideal is not brought into reality, I still feel that Lu Yu will not like me.
But ah, if you don't say what you think, won't you suffocate? In addition, I don't want my love to die quietly, even if it's just unrequited love. Like to say it, there are only two answers, one is acceptance, the other is rejection, and acceptance is the best ending; If you refuse, you can turn around and leave without regret. Oh, no, there is actually a third type, which is used as a spare tire. This is my refusal. If I am used as a spare tire by someone I like, I can only feel blind.
Having been scolded by my roommate, I think I should tell him that I like him.
9.
Like it is really a very simple thing. It may take years, more than ten years to accompany each other, it may take months to get along with each other, or it may only take a few minutes and seconds, and this simple little emotion will plunge into the bottom of my heart.
At the most beautiful age, meet the most beautiful love, or the future of two people holding hands, or the loneliness of one person.
I've been looking for the right opportunity to tell Lu Yu that I like him. Confession requires a special ceremony, even if it is simple, it must be unique.
After the end of summer, there seems to be no particularly good day for this ceremony, and there is no special occasion to leave this special memory. In addition, Lu Yu usually has students' union and his own homework besides photography, and his confession has never been made.
After two months in the photography club, I got acquainted with the members, so I could chat, play and joke freely. This is a great progress of the community and a qualitative leap in the relationship with Lu Yu.
Most of our free time, we will send each other some messages, or greetings, or some interesting things. What makes me happy is that when we get to know each other better, we find that we have many common interests and hobbies and many highly consistent views. I am a person who sleeps in 10, and I will make an exception for him many times. It seems that he also has a fixed bedtime, and he told me to go to bed early at ten o'clock.
10.
Lu Yu's birthday is on June 5438+065438+ 10. Friends in the neighborhood told me that they also planned to give Lu Yu a birthday surprise. This day came a little suddenly, but it was just right.
I went to the DIY bakery behind the school one week in advance to learn how to make cakes, just to make a unique cake for him on his birthday, although I knew someone would prepare these for him.
All the plans are expected. I thought all this would go on perfectly, but the day before that, I received a message that Lu Yu was not at school and had other plans. We're a little late. I should have thought that he would not be free that day. We are all very disappointed. We have been preparing for so many days, but the protagonist is not here.
"It doesn't matter, it's good that Lu Yu knows our mind." The president comforted us.
This sentence is of little use. Hard preparation doesn't count, and no one will be reconciled.
I didn't send a message to Liu Yu that day. On the one hand, I didn't want to disturb him. On the other hand, I was a little angry. Liu Yu didn't send me a message. All day, none of us talked to anyone. Until dinner time, I thought that my unilateral anger seemed unreasonable. He has a better friend than me. He has an appointment in advance. Naturally, he should keep the appointment. I hesitated and sent him a happy birthday message. Less than a minute later, he replied, "Thank you." There are only two words, polite and distant.
After dinner, I went back to the dormitory, but my roommates haven't come back yet. I climbed into bed and started watching my favorite concert, trying to calm my heart with this.
Suddenly jumping out of the video my roommate gave me, she shouted, "Ye Yun, my senior sister is confessing to senior Lu Yu!"
I forgot that she told me that her classmates were going to celebrate Lu Yu's birthday today, and she also attended. I really want to know the result, which determines whether I should give up.
"How can you be in the video at such an important moment!" Someone robbed my roommate's cell phone, and then the video died. I don't know what the result is.
I guess it should be a good ending. I should know it from the beginning of school. Why wait for the right time? Why do you know you can't be with yourself and just don't avoid it?
1 1.
"Ye Yun, Lu Yu came back. Let's send the gift. " The president should think that everyone has made great efforts to prepare and don't want to send it out after the time, so there will be such a proposal in the end.
"We all fell asleep. It is not good to go out now. I'll take mine tomorrow. " I really don't want to get up, and I don't want to face Liu Yu who has just been with others.
When my roommate came back, all three of us fell asleep. She called softly twice, but I didn't get a response. She thought I was asleep, so she gently washed and climbed into bed, but I couldn't sleep that night.
It has always been a rule of my life, and it is also a belief that I am lucky and lose my life. It's just that at night, I can't get over it. I'm still thinking about Liu Yu's final answer.
Get up the next day to sort out my thoughts and go to the bakery to get back the cakes made in advance. The shopkeeper told me that it might be broken in a couple of days. "Then I'm just in time." I answered her with a smile. I didn't expect to make a cake in my heart, just thinking about a belated birthday present for him as a friend.
Arriving at the appointed place at the appointed time, Lu Yu got there and waited before me, as always. He smiled when he saw me holding a birthday cake. "So you didn't give it to me last night, but you haven't bought it yet!" "
"Yes, I was sorry yesterday, but today you saw through it." Knowing that he was joking, I answered him like this. "Did you have fun yesterday?" I asked again.
"Well, I'm glad, but not everyone." Lu Yu seems quite sorry.
"You are with your seniors, and you are still pestering others?" I replied that this person really didn't know when he would be blessed.
"Who told you that?" Lu Yu suddenly said to me seriously, "I told you before that she and I are good friends."
"Oh." Did I misunderstand again? "Then I won't joke with you." I don't know where I got the courage, but I want to tell Lu Yu my heart. Since we are not together, and in order not to leave any regrets for ourselves, we are prepared to keep our distance from him anyway, whether because he is with his senior sister or because I failed to express my love, the result is the same.
"Lu Yu." This is the first time I solemnly called his name. "I like you."
He looked at me and didn't speak for a long time. He smiled when I was about to lose the courage to look him in the eye. "You beat me to it."
Does this mean he has to confess to me, too? He likes me too? "Do you like me too?" That's what I thought in my head, so I asked.
"Yes, so we should be together."
How lucky you are, the person you like happens to like yourself.