The person you like doesn't know you exist yet, and you are inevitably lost. It's winter. The person you like knows you exist, but you haven't touched them. It's fall here. The frequency of the person you like appearing in your field of vision increases, especially in summer; The person you like finally likes you. At this time, it is spring.
In 2008, I was a senior one in Los Angeles Middle School. I am plain, with above average grades, and I am an ordinary person in everyone's mouth. In May of that year, an accident happened in Wenchuan, and the teacher called on the whole class to donate voluntarily. As the student with the highest donation, I was invited to the podium.
When the spotlight suddenly focused on me, when the teachers and students in the audience looked at me with pride, doubt or contempt, I suddenly found myself confused about the significance of this donation, and I was at a loss and dared not say anything. Later, the classmate who handed me the wheat made me a circle. His voice said to me in a small voice, "Don't be nervous, just say, I wish all the people in Wenchuan good luck and peace."
When I was young, I always liked it easily. A small action, a help that is quite suitable for things, and a timely word can often shake a girl's heart. But when I was young, my troubles were always puzzling. During that time, my mood was always winter. On the one hand, my motherland has experienced many vicissitudes, on the other hand, this male classmate who helped me doesn't seem to know my existence. Maybe it was just his little effort, and he didn't take it to heart. But I have always been in my heart and thanked him a thousand times.
In August of the same year, the huge Beijing Olympic Games arrived as scheduled, and all parts of the country were celebrating such a feast. The school soon announced that the school sports meeting in June 1 1 was advanced to September. As the only female long-distance runner in my class who draws lots, I stand neatly at the starting line of 3000m, grit my teeth and get ready to start at any time.
But I didn't expect to see that male classmate here again. This time I knew his name, because just as he was about to blow the whistle, his classmates were shouting "Hello, Ji Liangchuan, Teacher Xiao is looking for you!" " And I missed the whistle, one step behind others, because I was too careful about his movements. When we ran to the fourth or fifth lap, the students kept shouting "Yunyao, Yunyao, you can hurry up!" " Catch up! "
I pouted, trying not to confuse my breathing. Until the sixth lap, when other runners couldn't run, the sweat on my forehead had reached a high level, and I slipped all the way along the skin lines. When I passed by Kiragawa at this time, I heard him shout "Hello, classmate, last time, the last podium, do you remember me?"? Come on! My name is Ji Liangchuan, Ji Liangchuan from Class Three! "
From then on, my mood began to wander between autumn and summer, because even if Ji Liangchuan knew about my existence, he would appear at his side from time to time, but his love was insatiable, and I began to feel dissatisfied with this state. The opportunity appeared on a weekend, and I followed my parents to the nursing home to pick up my grandparents.
My parents work outside all the year round, my grandparents are old, and I am still studying, so I can't take care of the two old people completely, so my parents have placed them in a nursing home for five years. This time, my parents finally went home and developed. Without saying anything, they took me to pick up my grandparents first. Grandparents were very happy to see us, especially grandma, who danced goodbye to many good friends in the past, one of whom was Ji Liangchuan's grandmother.
To tell the truth, I was not surprised to see Ji Liangchuan in the nursing home, especially when I heard Ji Liangchuan's grandmother holding him and muttering, "Son, son, will you take your mother home, too?" Kiragawa told me that his grandmother had Alzheimer's disease. In order to avoid the trouble she brought to the family, the family simply sent her to a nursing home, out of sight, out of mind. Not to mention how painful Ji Liangchuan's heart is, as an outsider like me, I have already burst into tears after listening to Ji Liangchuan's description. Later, Ji Liangchuan and I made an agreement that only God knows what he knows and I know, and promised to accompany him to visit grandma every weekend. My relationship with Ji Liangchuan has improved slightly.
On New Year's Day in 2009, the Voice of the Elderly in china national radio was officially launched. I spoiled my parents and asked them to buy a new radio for my grandparents and leave the old one for me to listen to English. After I got the radio, I rushed to the nursing home to adjust the channel and volume for grandma Ji Liangchuan so that she could listen to the radio comfortably. I thought Kiragawa didn't know about it until he came to me with 25 RMB. He said to me, "Yunyao, thank you for being so kind to my grandmother, but she left last night."
On New Year's Day that year, the weather was particularly cold, and the branches at higher altitudes were covered with frost. Ji Liangchuan and I fell into the ice room with the weather, and the weather was extremely cold. After the final ceremony, he and I rode bicycles for a walk on the boulevard outside the school. Both of them were silent, but the radio was singing.
Because I was worried that Ji Liangchuan could not get through and had conflicts with my family, I began to send different messages of comfort, encouragement and support to Ji Liangchuan with my anonymous number every day. At first, he didn't reply, but after a month, two months and three months, he began to reply and asked me who I was and why I sent him these messages every day. At this time, I especially want to tell him the truth, but when I calm down, I will tell myself that it doesn't matter. After so many things, I actually understand that the so-called like means that whether he likes himself or not, he is willing to love him all year round.
The turning point that defeated me appeared on the National Day that year. In order to celebrate the 60th anniversary of the founding of the motherland and encourage us to finally enter senior three, Kiragawa secretly bought two train tickets to Beijing without my knowledge. The nearly 22-hour train makes me dizzy and want to throw up. Ji Liangchuan got a fright. While telling me not to walk away on the sleeper, I hurried to pour hot water.
That night, the train passed through the low hills in the south and the plains in the middle and lower reaches of the Yangtze River in turn, and the temperature dropped bit by bit. Ji Liangchuan took out a blanket prepared in advance from his backpack, covered me and whispered in my ear, "Yunyao, you are my best friend. Can you give me an idea? " I seem to like a girl. After the college entrance examination, I will confess to her. what do you think? "
On New Year's Day of 20 10, Rainie Yang's new song "Anonymous Friends" swept the country. The words "I can't shake hands" are everywhere on campus. Since then, I have been anonymous friends. In fact, I insist on it. My tears have nothing to do with you. "I forced myself to recite English words, and at the same time, I wiped my tears. I want to know how Rainie Yang experienced such a bad thing like me, but then I cried even more sadly, because Rainie Yang didn't have to take the college entrance examination, but I wanted to take it.
The college entrance examination in full swing has quietly come to an end, and all of us have a long sigh in our hearts. This hot day has finally come to an end. Ji Liangchuan and I got good grades respectively and filled in a university in the south together.
One night in early August, I got up the courage to ask Kiragawa if he had confessed to the girl he liked. However, before these words were sent out, Kiragawa forwarded me a dynamic report about the catastrophic mudslide in Zhouqu, Gansu. The next day, we joined the volunteer team in the city, and it was our duty to follow the big troops to the disaster relief site.
In the car, I put headphones into the left ear of Ji Liangchuan, an anonymous friend of Rainie Yang. Ji Liangchuan was not surprised. He just asked slowly, "YunYao, do you remember how we met? In 2008, you stood on the podium and couldn't say a word. I was thinking at that time, this girl, doing good things without leaving a name, is great! "
I have to ask Ji Liangchuan.
"Ji Liangchuan, have you confessed to the girl you like?"
Ji Liangchuan sipped his mouth and smiled. He took out his mobile phone and typed a string of words.
Then my mobile phone rang and received a text message.
"YunYao, don't think I don't know it's you when I change the number, idiot. Stay with me. I like you. "
I looked at Ji Liangchuan in shock and closed my eyes when his hand slowly stroked my hair.
20 19, Rainie Yang, Ronghao Li, was exposed to get the license. I commented under the Weibo in Rainie Yang, "Wow, wow, goddess, you finally found happiness! Be good! I hope you have more sweet songs! Your song "Anonymous Friends" almost put me through the winter! Hey! " Soon netizens replied in succession, saying, "Miss Mai gave it to you, please tell your story!" "Come and move the stool and listen to the story!" I laughed my head off after listening to the comments, and Ji Liangchuan leaned in curiously. He looked at them a few times and said to me with slight contempt, "Do you have a future?"
Then one night, I came out of the shower and saw him holding our marriage certificate in his hand, checking it over and over again. At that moment, I knew that from then on, all our seasons were spring.
Chen Shen