the initial dream

In April this year, the weather in Nanchang was full of more spring breath as always, suitable for drinking a cup and reading some books, but not convenient for traveling. However, a post, a notice, an offline document, my heart went to hell for heaven, and this April deserves my deep memory and commemoration. The so-called "good results, everything is fine" has made me ignore the pain and suffering of the process.

2009. 1. 10 - 2009. 1. 1 1——→2009.3——→2009.4.3——→2009.4.7——→2009.4. 15 - 2009.4. 16

Three months is so long that it completely exceeds any process prepared for it before. Not a day goes by when I can sleep soundly and not think about the answers that I can't change for a while. In my nearly twenty years of life, I even seem to see despair for the second time, completely forgetting my initial firmness, being speechless and full of doubts about myself. So that when I received the second interview notice on April 7, I seemed to be in a trance and unreal. After all, this day has been waiting for too long.

My brain was stiff for a long time, but my hands automatically removed a bunch of books related to the second interview, and my eyes began to read line by line habitually, waiting for my mind to wake up.

4. 14 at 7 o'clock in the morning, I have already got on the train to Shanghai with Shu on my back. The scenery outside the window went backwards, and the memories were slowly taken back to the last SH trip. I thought I could touch my ideal, but I collapsed. Even if I am immature, I always remember to remind myself to do my best this time, but prepare for the worst. How invincible can life be? I am fearless.

4. 15 went to the school to attend the re-examination report. When I first came into contact with the staff of the college, I routinely handed in my academic degree certificate, undergraduate transcripts and related award-winning and practical experience materials. Objectively speaking, it didn't leave me a good impression, but it just aroused the atmosphere of my second interview tomorrow. The other party held my undergraduate report card contemptuously and said, "How did you make it?" How can there be so many A's? " Now that you have questioned me inexplicably and preconceived, what words do I need? It's all slag ......

4. 16 at 7 o'clock in the morning, I ate bread outside the written examination room while waiting to enter. A ladder classroom, divided into four parts, with four students in the examination direction. And my exam subject is the basic knowledge of China language and culture. At the moment I saw the test paper, I smiled slightly and confirmed that my analysis of the content of the test the week before was at least reliable: the basic knowledge of modern Chinese (including pinyin, strokes, Chinese characters, the revision of sick sentences, etc. , the difficulty coefficient is not the same as the first test), the basic knowledge of ancient Chinese is ***50 points, and the remaining 50 points are the knowledge of China culture (personally, it is the framework of Cheng Yu). The most embarrassing thing is that when I was doing multiple-choice questions on architectural features, although my mind immediately remembered the pictures of housing features in the textbook that I had been staring at the night before, I couldn't remember that the fine print below each picture was a wool. This is really the key to answering the question. B, the last 50 minutes were mainly multiple-choice questions. I was strangely admitted to an award in Beijing Opera and China Film Festival. -"Better City, Better Life", God knows how I feel when I see ORZ), the most pertinent question should be the short answer of the last 10-analyze the new icon of Confucius Institute and talk about my own understanding. Actually, I'm quite curious about the ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ of the written test paper for teaching Chinese as a foreign language.

It was almost 10 at the end of the second interview, and the interview time was advanced to 1 1: 45, so I stuffed some lunch into my stomach at random.

Arrive in the waiting room of this interview on time, and read the notice posted carefully: "Divide into six groups, draw lots for every three people to decide the pros and cons, and conduct the professional quality test by way of debate". Well, logically, I should continue to watch the lottery, but things are always illogical, just open your mouth and come. "The list of six groups and their advantages and disadvantages are as follows: …………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

-→ parts. 1 enter the little black room one by one for political review (what school? What major? Is it party member? When will you join the party? What do you think of theory X? )

After all these years, why are you still so entangled in X's theory? Dear teacher, we have really prepared how to answer 5 12, Orsay and so on. Please look at my sincere eyes O (╯□ ╰) O. So, the joke appeared. The teacher asked me seriously, "What do you think of X's theory of merit?" I answered "X religion" at the speed of light, and it turns out that my answer must have produced a serious and spoof effect, so that the teacher kept asking me, "Did you come into contact with these in Thailand?" OMG, you flatter me about my communication skills with the lovely and enthusiastic Thai people, don't you? I just want to contact, but I can't understand. So, this problem is also very bad.

A good political trial wasted 1 many hours. ......

-→ Part.2 One by one, great teachers finally realized that time is precious. Let's not say that wasting time is a crime, but wasting your own time is also a chronic suicide. So who wants to commit suicide slowly? So this year, one group went to the oral exam, and the other group was mysteriously arranged to go to the corridor to debate topics, one * * * six. After painting, they went to the dark room to prepare for 15 minutes, and then went to the professional quality test dark room to perform.

When it was my turn to take the oral exam, I had seen several lovely students coming out of the dark room with their faces flushed. I don't know if it's because of excitement or depression or XXXX. In short, the appearance of the oral examination teacher has always been said to be an old man, and he speaks very fast. He should be prepared to forgive more than three times. Dear classmates, for the sake of waiting for you outside, don't be so afraid, okay? "Seeing is believing, hearing is empty" is an absolute eternal truth. In fact, the oral English teacher is a middle-aged man who looks relaxed and speaks like a death squad. I am very sad, because the teacher asked me about going to Thailand during the political review, but the oral English teacher still insisted on that. So I started talking about again/(ㄒㄒ o)/~ ~

The oral exam is over. It's past 4 o'clock.

-→ Part.3 For the professional quality interview conducted by way of debate, each group will go to COS National College in Xiaoheiwu to debate for 15 minutes, and the pros and cons will take turns to state their views for one minute, and then speak freely for five minutes. Finally, you can go out and wait to be called to attend the third joint hearing. Up to now, there are only two ways I know: "In Chinese class, the advantages outweigh the disadvantages?" "In Chinese learning, do you focus on understanding or reciting?" It's beautiful. I'm the opposing side. Personally, I think the debate process in our group is good. No ice, no time, everyone is wearing makeup like chicken blood. It should be noted that when speaking freely, we should not give each other face, but must speak boldly, otherwise the three teachers who pretend to be spectators can't understand our situation. Okay, I admit I'm heating up slowly. .......

The joint hearing of the three sessions is also a spoof process. Question 1 "If the school arranged for you to volunteer in Congo, would you like it?" Question 2: "The school assigned you to do something, did you obey it?" Question 1, don't be scared by that Congo at all, just give them the answer they want "yes", don't waste your breath. Your respected teacher may not have time to listen. Congo is also good. I can see lovely and enthusiastic people and animals in Africa, and my card machine can be used again ~ \ (≥ ▽≤)/~ ~ Question 2, and I gave them the answer they wanted directly, but the teacher refused, so I had to drag me and ask, "Don't you ask what it is?" Teacher, you are too arrogant. Is the school going to arrange me to do something difficult? Question 3: "What shortcomings do you think you have in teaching? Oh, what advantages do you think you have in teaching? " The answer to this question will be played separately, but if you answer singing and dancing, the teacher will let you sing and dance with great interest to relax the tension the next day. Of course, the caring teachers talked about my trip to the Philippines and Thailand. At that time, I only had one thought: "You conjure up the piano on the spot, and I'm not afraid to play o(╯□╰)o"

Most importantly, after 6 o'clock in the evening, my stomach was completely sublimated. I was hungry-→ I couldn't sleep-→ I wasn't hungry-→ I didn't feel anything.

The interview and the announcement of the list, which were originally completed in two days, were decided desperately by Saburo in the department and ended that evening. So we all worked hard while chatting. After 7 o'clock, we finally ushered in an exciting moment that attracted much attention. To tell the truth, waiting too long has almost exhausted all my enthusiasm. It is ok to go up, but it is nothing more than taking another road. It's just that after many years, it's hard to avoid being annoyed and regretful.

From the evening of 16, when I heard my name appeared on the admission list, to the end of the physical examination on 18, and then to the train home, I finally got the joy of being admitted, and I slowly went to the Pacific trench.

Shh, ECNU, I finally have a chance to get close to you and feel you. This city, which made me feel completely strange and had no sense of belonging for a long time, finally made me feel a little better.

In 2009, everything will be fine, as long as I run bravely and resolutely.