The first two sentences are about feelings, which means that feelings are not particularly smooth, and sex is going back and forth, and you can't see it when you look up. Clouds and rain and dew are metaphors of lovelorn love and going back and forth, indicating that many experiences have failed. I miss things more when I look up, which shows that I am too persistent in my feelings and can't let go.
The last two sentences are about career, which means that the career has a bright future and great hope. If you work hard, you can start a business. The fairy family is already in the world, and it is more clear that the career has a bright future.