Your marriage is like plum blossoms on the ridge in winter. Although the leaves have fallen and the branches have withered, they will not be destroyed in the end. When sunny spring comes quietly and anxiously, it will get better.
But this may mean waiting for a good opportunity to come quietly and quickly, and your two sessions will be together.
It may also mean that when it is warm next spring, you two sessions will be together.
What you have to do now may be to wait for the time to come.