My understanding of your dreams and situation.
As they say upstairs, dreams satisfy your desires.
Because you often live apart from your parents,
There is a strange psychology in your heart, that is, when you were young, your parents often didn't take you, so you couldn't get the care of your parents, and you lost their love when you were young. So your heart hopes that your parents can give you meticulous care like others. So whenever you feel that your relationship with your parents is different, you prefer to have a harmonious and warm home.
And this desire becomes your subconscious, and dreams are a way to vent your subconscious, so dreams vent your desire to get care and warmth from home.