A cliff without protective measures means that you and your husband must face risks.
Husband rushed to the edge of the cliff, and his disappearance in front of your eyes means that if he is in danger.
When you fall off a cliff, it means that you will accompany your husband when he is in danger.
You close your eyes and wait for the pain on the ground. You realize that the risk is unfair. It will only bring you pain, but it will not be life-threatening. And you didn't feel any pain after landing, which also shows your assessment of the risk.
When you look up, your husband is already on the cliff, and you follow him. Explain that if this happens, you are just a hypothesis, that is, what will happen if you encounter risks. Now your husband is standing on the cliff, proving that your husband has not experienced these things, and you don't have to accompany him like this.
Taking the English exam is actually that you introduced the anxiety in reality into the anxiety we have experienced for many years. It represents your anxiety about reality.
You go home and endure the pain, help your mother and brother cook, and beg your mother to let you go to the hospital. This shows that you are entangled with your husband, tired and hurt, but you still have to work hard for your mother and brother, and you have to pay for her. You want to get rid of your mother and brother.
I feel that you have a state of mind, that is, after marriage, you feel that both your mother and your brother need you to worry about and work hard for them.