Is there anything you don't understand? You know he's getting married. He's very kind to you, but you don't like him.
In the later days, no other person was as kind to you as he was, so you had this dream.
But this dream doesn't mean you want to look back. What does it say? Let me get this straight. Whether the landlord accepts it or not is up to the landlord: in reality, you already know that it is really hard for you. It is happy to meet a person who loves you, and you are eager for the next person who is good to you to appear as soon as possible. Even if you still don't like him very much, you won't dump him easily. To put it bluntly, you are willing to accept someone who loves you!