first
You seem to like Benshan better. At least you've seen his sketches recently. ...
Secondly, you seem to envy Lincoln's famous car, or have heard that Zhao Benshan is actually rich and has a famous car. ...
Finally, you may miss home and your brother, too. ...
In a word, you are ambivalent about a famous car. You think it is a symbol of wealth, but you don't necessarily think it is good to have it, so you dream that the car looks like Li Xia, which is a contradiction between appearance and substance. There is also the pressure that you may have to return to your hometown with honor and clothes one day.