You described dreams and reality in detail. It should be a good ending for you to wake up from your dreams, because crying is a good sign. Counting the stars folded into a piece of paper in the dream means thinking day and night, and finally waking up from the dream when we are about to meet again, indicating that the fate between you and him is not broken, it is only a matter of time. But it's hard to say when he will leave town.
This dream shows that you are too self-righteous, and it seems that others can't change what you decide. From this perspective, it is extremely unfavorable for your future. I mean marriage. People come together not because they like two people, one is fate and the other is fate.