I forgot the first thing, so I'll explain it to you from the tortoise. This number implies that you are worried that you can't keep up with yourself now. Tortoise, as you said, shows that you are a relatively autistic person, but this kind of autism will not show up outside, and you will only feel a little confused when you are alone. Riding a bike shows that you want to put yourself down and go to work with a group of people, indicating that you want to integrate into the world of many people, but you are at arm's length with others. When you encounter obstacles, it means that your life is a little confused now, but when you encounter monsters without gank, it means that you are helpless about the difficulties in your life and always feel that you can't overcome them. Jumping down means you want to get rid of this life, but there is no free fall, which means your subconscious thinks you can't change yourself!
..... Finally, I advise you to be free and easy!