In daily life, many people will record their past events through some words, and everyone has something memorable. It is common to describe their feelings in articles. Let's share the emotional beauty of When I Wake Up. Let's have a look.
The emotional beauty of falling in love outside the dream 1 In the world, only dreams can truly reflect what a person wants; Only dreams are unreal, accusing you of things you don't want to see. Do dreams linger in our hearts forever, lingering and letting go?
Every morning when the sun rises in the east, A Bi has cooked porridge with branches and firewood he picked up in his spare time. Her grandfather often praises her porridge for being delicious and soft, so you don't have to chew it hard. Grandpa said that A Bi also likes to eat soft porridge, which is just to his taste. A Bi always feels very happy when she hears her grandpa praise her cheerfully. Who let him be her grandfather? She lives with him! Whatever he said, she thought it was faith.
After waking grandpa, A Bi is going to do his homework. Her homework the day before was always delayed because of something, so she had to do it the next day. Fortunately, she is only in grade three now, and she has little homework, only Chinese homework and math homework to write. As for English, because there is no English teacher in their school, they can only put it on hold for the time being. However, who would have thought that this English was put on hold for ten years.
Others don't like English and think it is too far away from everyone's daily life. Unlike others, A Bi likes English. She longs for an English teacher in the school, and she longs for an English textbook in the school. She begged the headmaster to lend her an English book, but she was refused, but she wanted to read it. The eager eyes for English books made grandpa feel helpless at once.
A Bi goes to school during the day and goes home at night to pick vegetables, pour vegetables and collect firewood. Grandpa walked around alone in a bungalow with only one floor.
He is worried about how to get a diploma in reading English books. What shall we do? Call her parents and ask them to send a copy back. However, they are reluctant to spend these tens of dollars.
At the end of each month, A Bi's parents will go to the Agricultural Bank and remit 500 yuan to grandpa's account as the living expenses for next month. But apart from the money for daily necessities, Grandpa keeps it every month 100 for emergencies. He is always worried that if his child is sick or injured one day, he always needs to save some money for treatment.
After a few months, my grandfather also saved hundreds of dollars, but because he always had a headache, those hundreds of dollars were spent on medicine. It happened that the medicine was expensive, which really worried grandpa to death. He often complains with Bi: "It's all my fault. If I don't get sick, I will have money to buy you English books. "
Hearing this, A Bi looked gloomy at first, but soon recovered to comfort Grandpa: "Grandpa, don't say such things. If you are ill, you must receive treatment. I have been ill and spent a lot of money. I can't learn English books at my age. It doesn't matter whether I have it or not. Grandpa, take your medicine and have a rest. " She handed the boiled medicine to grandpa to drink, and then walked away safely to do her own thing.
Grandpa still feels sick these days, but there is little money left and no extra money to buy medicine. Grandpa looked at the broken cloth bag in his hand, leaving only two RMB with face value of 10 lying there quietly. But this genius is 14, and there are still more than half a month before the end of the month. What are you going to do for the rest of your life?
There is still rice in the rice jar, and the vegetables in the vegetable field are growing vigorously. There were more than half a bottle of oil and several bags of salt at the beginning of the month. A Bi really doesn't know what grandpa is worried about. She just saw that grandpa was very worried, and he seldom ate or took medicine every day. Grandpa always asks her to cook less and says she doesn't want to eat. Let her make enough food by herself.
A Bi didn't believe it. Two days ago, it was the same as before, but grandpa only took a few bites and went to bed again. This time, it was Bi's turn to worry. What a waste of this leftovers! So two days later, a bi only cooked the weight of an adult.
Days passed quietly for several days, and grandpa became more and more listless. Every day after school, A Bi goes home to cook and stir-fry. Their family hasn't eaten meat for a long time, and it's the same little vegetables every day. Grandpa still eats very little, and A Bi has no appetite when he looks at dishes. Water more than half of the vegetables every day.
A Bi's parents occasionally call back and ask if the money is enough, how is the family, and how is A Bi's study. Grandpa always said, enough, all right, excellent. At this time, A Bi will grab the phone and say to the parents on the other end of the phone, Mom and Dad, I will be fine!
Mom and dad are always satisfied with this result, and grandpa is very proud of having such an excellent granddaughter. Despite his physical pain, he can't hide his cheerful appearance in front of A Bi every day.
A Bi is very competitive. Both Chinese and mathematics can get more than 90 points, and they have always been among the best in the class. She also likes to borrow extracurricular books from the Chinese teacher. She has read A Dream of Red Mansions many times. Grandpa's interest in A Bi is supportive. When he goes to the market, he will go to the bookstore and ask the shopkeeper which books are good and which books are suitable for children. So grandpa always comes back from the outside with a book, which is a reward for finishing school.
From time to time, A Bi will be very happy. She carefully wrapped the book cover for it and read it page by page. Grandpa looked at her enjoying herself in the book and smiled. He always said, Isn't it nice? It's good. Let's buy another one next time.
But A Bi didn't know that a book costs twenty or thirty dollars, and the money for that book was saved by Grandpa bit by bit. Every time he goes out, he always takes water and steamed bread with him. He is reluctant to eat anything outside, even if he is hungry, he is reluctant to eat a bowl of five-dollar powder. But when he bought books, he didn't feel bad at all. Instead, he was very happy and secretly glad that he had done more for a Bi.
Grandpa was so happy to buy books for A Bi, and he said happily to A Bi, Isn't it nice? It's good. We will buy it next time. A Bi always readily agreed, and even clamored for Grandpa to take her to see it next time. Grandpa is still very happy to answer: ok, ok, grandpa will take you next time.
Grandpa is getting weaker and weaker and always in a bad mood. A Bi asked grandpa for money to buy medicine every day, but grandpa scolded her and said, I'm not sick, so I don't need to take medicine! You girl, do your homework at once. Several days passed. Grandpa had a headache for several days, and A Bi was also worried for several days.
Finally, at the end of the month, grandpa took Bi to the Agricultural Bank of China to withdraw money, take her to eat powder, take her to read books and help her choose some books to buy. He sighed and said to A Bi, A Bi, this may be the last and only time that I will bring you to buy books. Buy all the books you like. Go, go and see if there are any English books you want. If there is, we will buy it.
A Bi looked at grandpa doubtfully, and finally could not help asking: Grandpa, where did we get so much money?
Grandpa said that your parents sent 200 yuan more, and now that we have money, we should buy more books. Doesn't A Bi like reading best?
Abi nodded with a smile. Well, I want to buy more copies.
The shopkeeper patiently selects books for his father and grandson, all of which are masterpieces and philosophical books. When checking out, A Bi suddenly retorted: None of these books are needed, just an English book is enough. "
Grandpa looked at her a little angrily and asked the shopkeeper to put all those books on it. But A Bi wouldn't let him live or die, and tears welled up in his eyes. She said, Grandpa, let's keep the money for your treatment. A Bi doesn't read. Will grandpa be obedient and take medicine well?
Grandpa burst into tears. The child, how so disobedient!
Grandpa had to let her buy an English book because she couldn't finish typing. The two finally went home happily. That night, the family seldom cook the meat. Grandpa has a good appetite and eats a lot of rice and vegetables.
A Bi see grandpa appetite, depressed these days finally got the release. She is happier than ever. After eating, she tidied up the dishes and chopsticks, and then looked through her dream English book in the dim light. She likes English books so much that she unconsciously stays up at night. In the evening, she had a dream that grandpa smiled and waved to her and said, A Bi, go and buy books yourself in the future. Grandpa can't help you buy books anymore. Scared her to wake up quickly.
I woke up in a cold sweat, but it was just a dream!
The next morning, A Bi still got up early to do his homework, and then went out to school. Grandpa listened to her in the room and followed her out a few minutes after she left.
In the afternoon, grandpa came back from outside with a package in his hand. As soon as he entered the room, he felt dizzy, so he stumbled into the room and lay down on the bed. He lay contentedly, looking at the package on the broken wooden table in the room from time to time, and laughing intermittently. He wanted to wait for A Bi to come back and tell her what he had said many times: Isn't that great? It's good. Buy it next time.
However, he knew he couldn't wait. In the future, the only person who can wait for a Bi will probably be these books.
A Bi came back from school, washed vegetables, and went to the government as usual to wake him up and blow fresh air. Let out a cry and should not. Twice, no. Three times, still shouldn't. A Bi panicked and shook grandpa hard, but he couldn't wake him.
A Bi shook grandpa's arm for a long time, and grandpa didn't respond at all. A Bi thought grandpa was asleep, and he woke up when the food was ready.
So A Bi went to cook again, and then called Grandpa, but Grandpa still shouldn't. She finally burst into tears: Grandpa, get up and eat, Grandpa.
Grandpa didn't wake up that night. A Bi has been waiting, sitting on the wooden chair beside the broken wooden table in the public house, staring at grandpa's bed until he wakes up and has dinner together.
After waiting for a long time, she sat all the time and finally fell asleep because she was too sleepy. She had another dream, in which her grandfather still appeared. Grandpa said to her: A Bi, grandpa is gone, so we should have a good meal, study hard and go to school alone. Grandpa left and never came back. There are books on the desk, so you can look after them for a while.
A Bi was awakened. When I woke up, I looked around in horror and my eyes fell on the package on the broken wooden table. She opened the parcel and found a note and some books. She opened the note with trepidation, which read: Abi, read by yourself in the future and buy anything good. Study hard. Grandpa likes the way you study hard. Come on, Abi, do what you like and read your favorite books.
A Bi finally burst into tears.
My parents came back at the funeral. Later, talking about the money sent by my parents, my parents asked: Dad said that we sent 700? I remember it was sent as usual.
A Bi shed tears again. Grandpa, he saved money by not taking medicine in order to buy me more books!
Ten years later, an English teacher finally came to the primary school in the village. She likes to buy all kinds of books, and every student can borrow the books he wants to read. Later, people heard that the only bookstore in the village where books can be borrowed was opened by a man named A Bi. She is also a teacher, and she likes to impart knowledge to others.
The emotional beauty of falling flowers outside the dream 2 Who passed by when falling flowers flowed?
When he learned that the three of them had themselves on the trip to a technical seminar in a city, he still couldn't restrain his inner joy. My heart is pounding like a horse.
A city is her direction. It is his yearning and yearning.
She must have added his QQ friend first. At first, he didn't pay attention to this woman named Jane. He has too many friends. They are all original old netizens, communicating in space, without much communication and attention.
Everything has a mystery, right? It's like a sea of people Who met who? Who passed by? Everything is destiny takes a hand.
She didn't leave too many comments in his diary. How is he? Come back when you have time, and you won't care if you don't. Busy with work and visiting space every day, he really has no energy to deal with those unfamiliar people.
During the National Day holiday, I will travel with my lover. I had a good time, as if I had another honeymoon. In the evening, his lover rested. As usual, he wrote down his thoughts and feelings about the trip. The habit of doing it in one go made him finish writing and publishing late at night.
When closing the space, I happened to see Jane's diary published. Because the handwriting is smooth and not tired, I clicked into her space.
Jane's space is like her screen name, without any whitewash, and the log is concise and short. Each article is hundreds of words, with feelings about life, small scenes around, romance of love and helplessness of love.
Jane likes music as much as many women. Jane's music is more ups and downs, and every period of music sets off that feeling, which makes people feel melancholy.
The Diary of Jane published this time is a sad feeling, with simple handwriting, elegant melancholy and a little helplessness between the lines. It's a bit disappointing after reading it.
It is written like a person, who vaguely feels that this is a woman who is sensible in appearance and strong in heart but fragile and sensitive. She lives at the bottom of society, depressed and helpless. Her writing reveals her self-mockery and her inescapable fate.
It's really late. He turned off the computer and lay in bed, but he couldn't sleep for a long time. Afraid of waking his sleeping wife, he resisted tossing and turning.
After the holiday, work and life returned to normal. The only change is that he began to pay attention to her information and will reply appropriately. Gentle and elegant tone.
Occasionally I will go to Jane's space and leave some comments. They are all popular voices, which attract neither eyes nor eyes, but in my heart, I feel very worried. Will want to use her mood and diary to explore and learn more.
I have a vague feeling that I will have a struggle with her. This feeling has never been seen before. Is it her weakness and melancholy in her bones that attracts her? It's really incredible, having an affair with a woman who has never spoken or met?
He wisely avoided approaching her. Day after day, I know her roughly like this. Born in the countryside, working outside with her husband. Life is not satisfactory. I have two jobs at the same time, and I will write some confused words in the tired middle of the night.
Slowly, he noticed that her online time was regular and as invisible as herself. There is a weekly log update, and the time spent surfing the Internet is only four or five nights a week. He read Jane's comments in other people's logs and confirmed this. Maybe her children are at home at the weekend, maybe she is still at work at the weekend. ...
Just look carefully, even delete the traces of her space. But the desire in my heart is getting deeper and deeper into him.
I have been looking forward to chatting with her, but I am afraid of getting lost and tasting the bitterness of suffering. I dare not reveal my emotional dynamics in the log. Rainy night, what are you thinking? Listening to the rain knocking at the window at night, the opposite is the loneliness that cannot be resolved. Don't talk.
Before turning off the computer, he used to move the mouse to her avatar, which was still black. Unexpectedly, a new log was updated and displayed. He clicked into the space in a panic.
The words are still not long. Tells a person's loneliness and helplessness. The sadness between the lines made him feel distressed. Look at the time. Just published. Maybe it's still there? Unable to hold back, he opened the dialog box.
"Hello," he waited nervously. For a long time, maybe not long, there was a "hello" reply.
He used his words carefully, and after reading the log, he expressed his concern. And repeatedly stressed that as a good friend, you can share her problems and troubles. Although it is a network, please believe in sincere friendship and goodwill.
She is emotionally unstable and seems to be crying. The words you call are also messy and difficult to understand. Fortunately, he has a high understanding and soon understood. Her husband is an alcoholic. When he is drunk, he cares nothing. When he didn't come home from work, she struggled alone. Really want to die, she feels that there is no hope, no tomorrow.
His pleading heart is also in great pain. It's like hearing the sound of her teardrop keyboard and seeing her trembling and helpless sobbing.
Communication is difficult. He wants to talk, but he is afraid of waking his lover. It may be inconvenient for her. Fortunately, she soon returned to normal, thanks to his concern and understanding. To be polite, it's late, so it's not easy to disturb. He was reluctant to part with it, and he thought about saying goodbye in his heart.
Lying in bed, my lover nestled in his arms with sleepy eyes. He held his lover's shoulder and stroked her short hair gently. Think of the woman crying thousands of miles away, who can soothe her sorrow tonight? Who can comfort her heartbreak?
Early in the morning, he turned on the computer as an exception. His wife said that he was going to work soon. Why did he turn on the computer? He lied that there were data to confirm. Went to her space, last night's diary disappeared, a woman with strong self-esteem.
I seem to be very busy these days. I didn't see the log and left a comment. He was afraid that she would disappear. He is busy, too. The heavy truck company is developing a new brand. But I will still quietly go to her space to comfort the pain of missing.
She found something new. They continue to communicate in space. She seemed to notice something and left a comment when there was no new log. Just take a walk every once in a while.
She has also changed, and her words are no longer sad. Temperament seems clear and open-minded. I want to tell him. I will say that I am very happy, I can feel every happiness, and sincere friendship is warm. ...
He knows that everything can only be like this, and so can he and she.
The kind of person who won't appear in life only puts her deep in her heart and just wants to look at each other from a distance and continue to live a happy life with each other.
Now that he knows that he is going to her city, his heart can no longer be calm. A sense of urgency and impulse to meet.
At the right time, he still asked her for her phone number and frankly asked if it was convenient to meet.
She gave the number without hesitation, reminding him not to call at night to avoid unnecessary misunderstanding.
He is elated and ready to travel to City A, which coincides with the weekend, and my wife is going shopping in the mall. He offered to buy two clothes so that he wouldn't be shabby when he was on a business trip. The lover was surprised at his behavior. My wife used to drag him to buy clothes. It's the first time I've taken the initiative.
In the shopping center, he chose his coat and trousers, but his wife said sadly that they were too expensive, but he packed them anyway.
I went to the bookstore and bought two more books. One is Xi Murong's and the other is San Mao's. Her writing style has both charms. I must like reading their books. Dare not buy hardcover books. I'm afraid she won't accept it, and I'm afraid she can't answer if she asks.
Lying in a comfortable sleeper, my heart has flown to a city. The way he imagined her must be a woman with a peaceful appearance, not outstanding.
In city A, the three-day schedule, the seminar in the next two days, and the return trip at five o'clock the day after tomorrow, without any gap.
He didn't call her at first. Until the end of the work at hand, my colleague said that he would go out for a walk and prepare to go back to the company after lunch. He said politely that he was going to meet an old classmate, so he wouldn't go out to play with them and meet him at the hotel at four o'clock in the afternoon.
He wanted to invite her to dinner, but he realized that she didn't have enough time. She must be busy doing two jobs. After his colleague left, he closed the door, his hands holding the mobile phone trembled slightly, pressing them one by one, his heart beat faster and his expression was tense.
There was the sound of the phone being connected. He held his breath. "Hello." Unique slightly hoarse voice. There is a charm. "Hello." He trembled and echoed, unable to grasp nature. "I am a breeze." He tried to keep his voice steady so that she could understand.
He said he wanted to invite her to a potluck. She replied that time did not allow. Now that the head of the family takes care of the patients, it is really inconvenient to go out and do housework at will. Can I buy you coffee? Or tea? She agreed. I'm sorry, it won't be long. How about an hour? He promised again and again and asked her where she could go. On the contrary, she is very considerate and hopes it will be convenient for him.
"I have plenty of time, so I'd better be close to you." She gladly reported the address. Blame him for his sudden attack, which made her a landlord unable to do her best. He said with great satisfaction, this is very good.
A person ate something casually and arrived more than half an hour earlier than the appointed time. He found a remote position and his heart beat slowly in anxiety.
This is a mid-range teahouse with fresh decoration style and elegant decoration. There is music flowing slowly in the teahouse, like thick tea fragrance. All the men and women present were covered with green plants.
His heart runs like a deer, and there is a longing that makes him want to stop. Although he had never seen her, he recognized her at a glance. She is not tall and has a beautiful figure. Standing at the door, looking around very naturally and generously.
He stood up in panic and waved to her. She is like a spring breeze blowing through weeping willows, walking so gracefully that he suffocates.
"Hello" Her face turned red, and so did he. The outstretched hand gently clasps the hand, a brief warmth, and a lifetime aftertaste.
He still couldn't help looking at her, more delicate than he thought, with a long low ponytail. She laughed at herself for never being in such a place. The tone is sincere and unpretentious. He called the waiter and ordered Longjing tea. Her smile is very soft, even if there are fine and shallow lines on her forehead and eyes, it will not affect her gentleness and calmness.
She is wearing a light green sweater and a light yellow silk scarf. The colors are harmonious and smart, and she doesn't behave like a woman from the countryside. Perhaps it is the tempering of life, and her face looks older than her actual age.
The topic is to comment on the writing and style of netizens, because their relationship can only exist on the internet. But he still lost no time talking about his family and happiness. He knew it was important. She just looked at him calmly. There are laugh lines on the corners of the mouth.
She told her story very simply. There are many brothers and sisters in her family, and she has not studied for several years. After getting married, she and her husband came to A city. Her husband had an accident at the construction site and was classified as a work-related injury. She is depressed and often drinks to drown her sorrows.
She has done two jobs, and her son will take the college entrance examination next year. Speaking of her son, she was very happy and her words were full of enthusiasm.
The phone rang. She smiled and took out the mobile phone in the gray-pink bag. Seems to be the head of the family. He looked at her, smiled and hung up the phone. "It's Aunt Wang. Jiaozi who wants to eat fennel stuffing. I promised her to buy fennel seedlings in the future and wrap jiaozi for her at night. "
She smiled apologetically and took out a book. "I can't invite you to dinner for you, I'm sorry!" " "He took the book and read it again. That is a reference book, and it is very expensive. He was a little moved and a little disappointed.
He stood up and handed her the book with both hands. "I hope you like it." "She happily took it and said thank you. Look at him with attached eyes. He also felt the flight of time.
He waved for a taxi and felt her reluctance to cover it up. She shook hands with him when the bus came. At the moment of closing the car door, he saw tears flashing.
He just stood in the street, feeling empty, watching the cars in the distance disappear into the traffic. It's like waking up from a big dream ...
He held up the book and kissed it affectionately, and the faint fragrance passed in an instant.
On the evening of the return trip, a message came: I see. Thank you. Remember.
He deleted the information and also deleted the number. Tears flow freely in the dark. ...