I always dream that my boyfriend doesn't like me these days.
This is because you care too much about this relationship and write novels, which leads to this phenomenon. You can try to relax and trust your boyfriend. If you are really uneasy, you can test him. Once you are sure that you love each other, don't doubt each other. Like you said, it's hard to walk together. After working so hard for so long, you should trust him and your own charm, shouldn't you? Let's go