Good or bad luck index: 95 (from Buddhist mathematical culture, for reference only)
It seems that you are just a naive child chasing and jumping on the road, running here and there, and suddenly falling into the river, the current has drowned his enthusiasm. If you struggle by intuition, you will probably drown with all your strength and immerse yourself in the world of water. If you can get rid of self-centeredness, take a more oriented view to face problems and contribute your strength, you won't feel lonely.