First, it should be a terrible thing for you to become a beggar. That's why you're trying not to make it a reality and become your goal now.
Second, at least in your heart, what is shameful and what is glorious. It also shows that your current mood should be impetuous, but you should also know that many things are haste makes waste, as long as you have a healthy mind. It's better than those who have no goals, are not enterprising and decadent.
thank you